To all istorians... I left my husband 2 days ago... I just thought na this is the best way for us to realize our worth. I cannot handle the situation anymore, i cannot bear the pain that he have caused me. He begged me not to leave him, made all his promises and asking for another chance, but i just realized that things won't come up easily...
I cannot stand the thought na he had another girl and can't help but compare myself. I don't know if this feeling is natural for a person who has been betrayed. What happened to me is like a nightmare na everytime i wake up the first thing na mosud sa akong utok is that he made love with another girl. I imagine things like where and how they do that, where i am the time na they are making out... God!!! This is so so so hard and so painful. I asked him if i have shortcomings mao na iya to nabuhat and he answered me nothing. But when i asked him why it happened, he'll just say he don't know why... People tell me, how can i accept that?
The decision i made is strong and final. I weight things up before ko ni decide and still leaving him is the only answer.
To all people who sympathize, thank you so much.