Hey cheer up!
Think positive. I was diagnosed with lupus, too, but the "lower stage" of it. That was 9 years ago and I survived. This might cost money, time and effort of others but it's worth the sacrifice. Money is nothing when you're not in good health condition. Just always pray to God, have a happy disposition, stay away from sick people, dirty places and most especially stay away from the sun!If you need someone to talk to, hit me back with a PM. I will pray for you.