Uncertain future, Discouraged, Hopeless, I need advice. :(

[Regrets]

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Good evening mga kaistoryans!

Im really really depressed and i badly need advice. Im 25 years old, I have a 4 year old daughter and an ON and OFF relationship with the mother of my child. Im still at college, im a freshmen here in local college in leyte. All my bro and sis. are already professionals and im the only 1 left who is still at school. I feel very very down. i feel so bad that i disappointed my parents and have wasted alot of money at college education. My father always "padungog dungog" sa ako of how good the life of my bros and sis are and how bad my life will be. I know he has the right to say that but i just feel very very bad about it.

im so worried about my future. first day of school karong november 5 and i feel afraid of descrimination cuz of my age. im on my 2nd semester as an accounting student and im so worried that i may not find a job after graduating.

what should i do? how should i feel? i feel so hopeless knowing that i might be 30 when i graduate and companies only hire below 28years old.

I have become aloaf and became a loner since i had my child. i have become so discouraged of my life and have become afraid of going out.

hayz....

edit:
btw, akong uyab is a CPA which makes it worse. i feel nga she has little to no respect for me and i never told her im still a freshmen, she kinda expects me to grad like a year from now, idk what to do. im so afraid and very axious of this coming november 5 which is the start of school.

laki ko pero d jud nako malikayan mkahilak jud ko sa akong kahimtang karon.. halos kada kadlawon mkamata ko d ko katulog tarong balik.

[digitalartistbem]

Just complete your education, naa man kaha kay support until mu graduate u? It's for your baby man pud. Think about the baby, don't think about descrimination anymore. Make sure to pray sad, bisag unsa paka ka old, naa jud job para nimo prepared by God as long as you are humble and obedient.

[want2binvolve]

They say if you do not know and love yourself, you cannot expect to work to your full potential.

Chillax! it's never too late, never give up! make your daughter your inspiration and never stop believing in yourself.

[loyz]

Dont be discouraged. Dili man muMatter ang age pangita work as long as kamao jud ka. Make your daughter your inspiration and himuang challenge to prove sa imung parents and karelationshp na you can do it despite all the circumstance your in. Kaya man gani sa ubang tao, ikaw na ba... Pray lang jud all the time.

[naxi85]

ts, padayona lng na imo skwela.
himoa ng inspiration imo anak, den i-challenge pd imo self.
di mn sd na malikayan nga mgself pity ta.
naa pd ko clasm8 sa colej sa una na almost 30 na xa ni-grad
and now he's a QA supervisor sa P&G.
he's living in dubai w/ his family.

[Regrets]

They say if you do not know and love yourself, you cannot expect to work to your full potential.

Chillax! it's never too late, never give up! make your daughter your inspiration and never stop believing in yourself.

tinoud bai, i feel nga i know how far i can go but because of my mistake, im in this situation.

[aizzamarie]

it's never too late.. ma proud pa guro imong gf kung makahibaw siya sa imong pagbinag.o og pagpaningkamot.. don't give up.. show them nga nagbinag.o naka.. life it too short to be wasted lang sa imong mga pagmahay...THINK POSITIVE!!

[Irizarisan]

find the encouragement within your self lang bro. Sometimes you can obtain that by praying.. Also, encouragement can also be found from your love ones most especially your daughter and your current gf.

Do your best for them! If you succeed, your experience will become inspirations to others who also have the same situation and fear.

God Bless Bro.

[yvonne6]

you focus too much with the negative things and forget to realize what you have. most people would equate success with the amount of money that they have which should not be the case. your daughter alone is a bundle of joy. 25 is still very young. you should not be ashamed of your age, instead, use if to your advantage, since you are older, you might probably know better things than most of your classmates. when i took caregiving, im the eldest in the class, but im the smartest and my classmates would come to me and ask me about almost anything. you can do it too. self pity will not get you anywhere bro. im telling you, your situation is not the worse, its only you who are making a big deal out of it. be positive!

[Dorothea]

omg, at 25, you're a baby! I mean, you're so young! Naa man gani nag college nga 60 yrs old