since the breakup, i've become indifferent

[care_bear]

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yes, i have become one.
a behavior far from my extroverted self before who once enjoyed clubbing, night outs ug laag2.
difference lang is, i don't feel drained when im in crowd. i do enjoy it still like i used to, pawa sa kalaay. pero ig human sa lingaw2, balik na sad.

feeling lonely gihapon.

TS, reading your posts just drain me..hehe
LONELY kaayo tinypan, imo mind content...whew!
Li TS, laag ta na? hehe decline pod ka? cge gd kuyog nalang ta hilak?hehe

[MactanAutoWerks]

pastilan.. ingon ani gyud ko sauna..

[Palos]

pastilan.. ingon ani gyud ko sauna..

daghan nata bai! I'm glad that's over! whew

[Gone_rouge]

Ts, ana gyud na cya, mo linger pana if your concentrate on mourning for you lose instead on healing pareho sa imo gibuhat karon. try going out for once, first step is always difficult, suggest nako dili suicide, lots of alcohol and meaningless s3x.

[fieldygabs]

TS makita ba nga contradicting ang imu statements... sulti ka nga ni move-on ka but klaro kaau nga sakitan ka sa situation nga nagkabuwag mo, in denial man guro ka... g state na nimo unsa imu problema, so kbaw naka unsa dapat nimo i solve... ang problema lang is d ka maghimo ug steps para malipay ka kay tungog wa paka ka move on... try to figure out dyud unsa dyud main problem nimo, sa title palang daan sa thread klaro na asa dapit ang problema...

[rayice]

murag wala pajud ka k-move-on TS.. u still love her.. ayaw ikulong imo self.. try to enjoy sana with friends.. u've been hiding for 3 yrs. in the shadow.. i think naa ka sa imo kwarto mg-stay and think of her jpon.. dli man jud m-pugngan ato sub-conscious nga maka-remember lang ta og kalit.. face ur fears TS.. lisod jud mg-move.on just like i am now.. paet!

[Passport]

red horse ra kuno ang solution ana ts..

[yvonne6]

taud2 naman ni, kamusta na kaha si ts kay pag himo niya ani, 3 years na gud silang buwag. naminyo na kaha ni siya or nanay bag o?

[MollyMillions]

Ako? Mag pray. Nag pray man ko last time and true enough gihatag ni Lord ang para sa ako. =)

several moons have drifted, and i still feel the same. my mind has been aimlessly wandering.
its been almost 3 years. and i have moved on, yes. nadawat na nako tanan. but as i tread along during those times, i've notice a change in me.

di nako hilig makigtagay sa akong mga kaila, panagsa na lang mulaag, and i can't seem to find light jokes as funny like i see them before. i've become introverted, contrary to what i was before.

i've been constantly wearing masks, para dili ko nila kaluy-an nga ingani ko ron.
my co-workers think nga im busy with my life with other friends maong panagsa rako kuyog nila, wherein truth, sa kwarto ra akong padulngan kada uli. i have no social life.

i drenched myself in focusing on my job alone, ngita'g sideline jobs despite nga dako akong sweldo, just to keep myself from idling. yes, mawagtang imong kalaay, pero mubalik ra sad cya.


my ex-gf is about to be married on November this year, and im very happy nga ingana na cya ron.
i try not to feel pity on myself, but i always question myself kung unsa akong mga plano sunod.

"ikaw, mag unsa man ka?"

[inyourface]

kahinumdom man sad kos akong ka-agi sauna.. medyo lahi lng akong approach ato.. mas ni-grabe akong INUM ug LAAG just to pretend that i'm happy bisan sa mga kasakit nga nahitabo namo sa akong ex.. After sa mga jamming2x, kaguol ang mopuli inig ikaw nlng isa sa imong kwarto..