dilemma

[shizzle013]

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i just need someone to share this with.............

i currently have a boyfriend for more than a year.....and i really care for him......but sometimes he feels that i dont love him as much as he loves me...and he thinks that im not over my ex.....and maybe he's right.....

i really dont know if im really over my ex....coz i still feel the excitement whenever we communicate...and sa amo last conversation....it somewhat goes like this.....

ME: la mn jud koh ever nag dumot
HIM: kay sa ako mga nabuhat nimo
ME: asuz at least nkhbw tah d jd d.i kta dba
HIM: nya wat f kita diay

grbeh naningning jud koh sa last line.....but i knw d nmn jd pwd mgka kami...but i feel like im still hoping somehow.....and na bitin jd koh sa amo conversation..its like i dont want it to end....

[camille_16]

sa akong paglantaw sis..
kiligon japon ka niya..
or should i say, naa japon ang spark?
you're just denying on it... perhaps tungod kay naa naka new one..

//sa ako lng na paglantaw ha?

[shizzle013]

lgeh murag ana jud......nahan jud koh sa filing na nag communicate pa mi....but guilty na au koh sa ako bf.....kay he's so inlove with me...and i knw he's trying so hard....

hahaizzzt ngno ni balik pa mn jud xa uie....actually naa na xa gf and baby....hahaizzzt

[camille_16]

ngekngok!!!
i think it would be better if you stop the communication between you and him..

y?
- this is one way para mapakita imo imong love sa imong new one.. luoy kaau imong new one...
- naa na siya gf and worse, baby!! kung magpa.dayon ka sa imong gibati, ikaw ra ang magbasol.. ikaw ang ngil-ad sa ingon ani nga situation..

kung ni-ingon siya, what if kamo jud??
a.tai sad ana niya oi! 'what-if'² pa ang kanahan nga naa naman gani siya anak.. maypa magfocus nlng siya sa iyang anak kung mao na!

[shizzle013]

lgeh ive tried so hard to forget him....and never to communicate with him......pro ambot uie i cant stop myself from replying.....murag ma curious koh na ma intriga ngno....xa mn jud na permi mo una....

actually ni duol xa ana na gurl kay tungod g.buwagan na nkoh xa.....my fwens told me na nasakitan jud xa pag au but i never believed them....and i never knew that was how he felt...and krn cge jud xa sori sa iya mga nabuhat sauna....

lgeh i knw i shouldnt have replied but i really cant help myself....naluoy na bya jd koh sa ako bf...sometimes mag tink koh na dapat buwagan nlng nkoh xa pra d na nkoh xa mapasakitan ug maaun till d pa jd koh xure ani ako na feel krn....i really dont know why im so bothered with my ex....

[camille_16]

para dli naka ma.bother sa imong ex..
og para makahatag ka og justice sa imong new one,
then putla ang tanan communication between the two of you..

remember:
kung gustohon, daghan paagi, kung dli daghan rason.

[shizzle013]

lgeh hope makaya nkoh mo resist sa temptaion na mo reply sa iya hahaizzt

tnx ha for the advice.......la lng jud koi laen ma sharan ani kay ma complicated na nya nuon ug samot....hehehe

[camille_16]

no probz..
hope you can fix those stuffs of yours..
hehehe..

[shizzle013]

i really do hope so.....i dont wanna regret pd wen tym cumz ako bf na mo give up.....pro sumtng inside me wanna know if my ex still loves me....and nag wonder jud koh why he'd still ask those things.....pro ryt nw lisod pa jud i.iwas sa iya....i hope things would get clearer.....

[nirdle_phogi]

kun mao man gani na sis, buwagi na lang imo uyab.. naghatag lang kag sakit sa dughan niya..


kasuway na ba ka magselos? mao na ang gi-feel sa imo uyab karon