since i know you are reading

[yvonne6]

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today is the last day of the month. tomorrow is a start of my new life as i have promised. to my dearest ex who i know will be reading this and even his friends, please read carefully. few years back, sept 06, 2004 to be exact, i promised myself to love you and to stand by you no matter what. i dont get into a relationship to play games, you know that.

almost 7 years have passed and we have our 5 year old son. all those times, i shed a river of tears and u and your friends are aware. i went through my pregnancy with a very painful experience of being taken for granted, i endured it because i understood that u werent ready. a month after i gave birth, u started cheating on me. i forgave u because our son needs a father, it didnt stop there. for almost 7 years, u never picked me up from work, you took me to work yes, but only when i forced you. for almost 7 years, you have never thrown a birthday party for our son, yet u had a party for your bday with your barkada.

you have a fb account that u kept from me that doesnt have a picture of me and our son yet there are pictures of your other affairs and your barkada. from the time nanganak ko, its always my responsibility to take care of our son, financially. i even bought the shirt you wore sa iyang bunyag. i did great things for u until the very last day we were together, and u know that. and u know that i dont deserve a bit of what u did to me. im hurt but God was never unfair to me.

im still so thankful for the good life he gave me. i have a good job, i have my own place, i can afford starbucks everyday if i like to. how about you? u have no education, no work, no money. again, i will never forget the day seeing u sleeping on my bed wearing a torn boxers and your butt was showing, i told myself, my gosh, this guy cant even buy himself his own underwear yet he is doing a lot of messing up and was hurting me so bad. yet, he was the guy i love most and the father of my son. you lost my netbook and took away my motorcycle so many times with the gasoline at my expense when i dont even know who you were and where u r. u dont even have the courage of taking it back to the house.

you have lost that little respect you have for me and its probably my fault (as you told me), i let this happen to myself. if loving too much is being very stupid, i take the responsibility but at least you can tell your friends that i didnt bail out on you at the lowest point of your life...

this all ends here for i am too damn tired...tomorrow is the first day of august and i will have a complete 360 degrees turn of what and how i am. i will still be the same person, too few people left in this world and i want to be that nice person still but i will completely stop talking and thinking and will never hope anymore that we can even be friends for it will not happen. why? friendship is built on trust and we dont have that. you know i can do this and i will.

yes, i express my feelings here but i have never mentioned your name, not even your friends. unlike you deliberately showing your friends that your fb account doesnt have a pic of me and our son. thanks so much for making me feel like a fool, 7 years with a son...

[Insanitarium]

More power to you TS! Go go go! isagpa na sa iyang nawng nga it's his loss!

Pangdagdag hampas sa iyang nawng. irresponsable, selfish, bakakon and sabit lang jud sa imong kinabuhi ug sa imong expenses!

Ang kasakit nga imong nabati sa pag-antos sa imong 7 years niya kay mas grabe siguro kaysa kasakit kung wala nalang nimo xa gidaginot ug recycle.

So more power and just wish nga imong anak dili mapareho anang iyang amahan nga walay respeto sa babae. Shower whatever love you have for your son instead and that he may grow confident and self-sufficient, that he may not be like his father nga naay ego problems... gigamit nlang ang pangababaye as a method to compensate for his lack of manliness!

Few men will ever admit they are wrong and will always be the one to blame and point fingers on the woman as the one to ruin their relationship. He isn't man enough to even take responsibility for how your relationship went.

So may God bless you TS!

[Cory1986]

Cheers! Live and let live TS!!

[BiKho]

TS i admire your courage....

[yvonne6]

thanks, i cant be like this forever. gipasanginlan naman gani ko niya nga i cant live without him instead of telling me nga, thanks so much for being there all the time, thanks for bringing out the gold in me even if i am simply a trash and a rotten one. what hurts most is the fact that what i did was not appreciated. kadaghang mga lalaki karong nga gipang binuangan lang sa ilang mga gf/asawa esp kung inutil ka nga pagka lalaki, wala kay mahatag nga kuarta when ang uban makahatag, im not that kind of gf to him. he was a spoiled bf and he knew it, he would even tell me, gi spoil man gud ko nimo and i thought it was something that he would treasure because not all can be like me but i was wrong. in the coming days, whoever will comment on this thread, i will simply say thank you to you guys

[jangska]

napay daghan laki TS.. ok rana..

[June Bastida]

Saludo ko nimo TS. Ok ra na. Move on with your life. Be happy.

[noel_llapa]

a sad but necessary ending. good luck TS. you deserve better

[shyme]

i salute your bravery TS to stop loving someone who you once cant live without

[Hammer_and_Sickle]

Long Live yvonne6!!!,...long live the payter!!!