Perceptions and Actions

Is it just me that I have to undergo like this?
Is it justifying that I am being insensitive??
Or is it just me?

Why is it always me?
It hits me that hard..
For I have been true to myself..

What have I done wrong?
What crime/s did I commit?
I just don't know. It's so confusing

I just expected too much..
I don't know how it can be resolved..
Nor how I can forget that..

Time can only tell..
That I could forget these pain that I'm feeling..
And I don't know if how long this will last..

I kept my mouth shut..
Never to utter such things about it..
And never to delve back..

No final words to say..
For it hits me if I have to speak..
Let it be..