Ambisyosa.ü
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, 07-16-2009 at 08:36 PM (6595 Views)
You might be wondering why I had 'Ambisyosa' as my title. Some may think this one has negative insights of an ambisyosa girl but I'm writing this one in behalf of those 'amibisyosas' like me in a positive way.
Okayy. So lemme start from scratch. I am Nikki Ninna Petralba, 16 years old, a 4th year high school student from Cebu City National Science High School. Obviously I am a full government scholar. I have this psychological stress as of the moment and i am VERY AMBISYOSA. LOL.
I'm not afraid of bragging about it because being an ambisyosa led me to somewhere better. I have this attitude of wanting to attain what I craved for. The thing is, I don't surrender unless I attain that.
I always dreamt to become a Web Designer or a Programmer nthe near future. But being a designer and a programmer is my frustration in life too since my parents won't allow me to take up a computer course when I go to college. They wanted me to pursue Nursing after high school graduation. So what I did is that, I learned myself. One thing I did is that I look for tutors over the internet. HAHA. Then I sleep late to read books or surf the net to browse stuffs about web designing and programmer. Even though it's disappointing to not learn what I wanted to. Hehe. Being an ambitious programmer and a designer led me to better self-learning and more of patience.
I want to earn money and buy the stuffs I wanted. Not just the benefits of having the profit but the experience as well. Because of these desires of mine I came up with a personal business. Just a minute one. First was that I do graphics designing (as part of my hobby too), buy and sell stuffs, and other services that I may render to our fellow istoryans. [Some might have happen to know me in the buy and sell section. Hehe. They see me as the BATA who sells stuffs online. Shoes, used calculators, spare USB's, glutathione soap, coffee, etc.] And also I wanted to learn more about business. Hehe. Because of my self-desires it led me to moreover self-discipline, practicality, and appreciation.
Last thing that I wanted to share. It's not very bad that sometimes we don't feel contented with what we have. For me, being uncontented with the stuffs I already have and for being uneasy for not having the stuffs I have made me a better person. But, we should appreciate the things we received and the things we will receive. I THINK contentness and appreciation is two different things.
This is just my insights of being an ambisyosa. So if you, readers, wanted to say something just open up.
Your suggestions and comments are HIGHLY APPRECIATED.