Hi Nikki Pee

you definitely need someone to talk to... make sure he/she is the right person to talk to...
you need a close friend, i suggest you look for an opposite *** friend, coz you'll be able to open up more...

Thanks for that piece of advice.
I think this normally happens to most everybody during the adolescent years. I maybe going through a time of trying to find myself. I feel so desperate about it. Tsk. Sad life.

Teenagers are especially prone to depression. I've been there and believe me, one of my greatest fears is to wake up one day and realize that I went back in time, to my teenage years! The horror! You did use the right word though, it is a "stormy" time, for you and for every other teenager in the world.
Talk to someone. Talk to your school counselor, a psychologist, psychiatrist etc etc. They can really, really help. Don't suffer in silence. Be proactive in trying to find relief to deal with the emotional storm. Find relief in the right way, though. Alcohol, drugs, partying...those are crappy solutions, ineffective in the long run.

You are a smart young lady. You'll be fine.

Thanks.

And I've approached to some of my heads in my youth organization -- Youth for Christ -- and they have helped me a lot. They are so good friends of mine unlike the BI's I had before. HAHAHA. When I try not to go home because of some circumstances then I approach them, they always bring me back home. Unlike the ones I had before, they just allow me to do that. HAHA. It's horrible having BI friends. HAHAHA.