LeeLeePot

i feel like this is my karma for:

threatening to leave you just because i want to see that you will beg me to stay;
leaving you outside the restaurant and make you stay out for hours hungry while i am inside it eating just because you can't pay what i fancy to eat;
making you wait and wait and hang on to my promise that i will be home at this time and yet i didn't go home at all;
letting you clean up my mess since i don't know any household chores;
insisting on having you cook breakfast even if it will make you go late for work;
not even trying to talk to your mom so that we can have the slightest bond;
not buying you the gift you wanted during special occassions and i am the one who always ends up with a gift;
i do a karate chop even when you are just asking for a massage just because i don't know how to massage at all;
never folding your clothes properly;
playing with your head on getting you jealous;
pushing you away when you are embracing me tightly;
never laughing at your cheezy lines;
laughing at your lame poems that you proudly did for me;
not taking care of the love you gave for the last five years we've been together...

i deserve this karma...i wish this karma would lead you back to me too...