Perceptions and Actions

KLASMYTS.....
Calumboyan, Sogod
mga mini-bus ug buses
duck hills
children in duck hill..
hot cake nga hilaw..pro lami jpn..haha
ice candy
twin finger
Ate Nida's Store...
bingo sa gym
chickboy...
cge i-kembot sa duck hill
sisirang bulaklak..
green bags nd black umbrellas
BP taking
chikicha..
tong-its
speed (dli jud ko kbw!..ggrrr)
bullshit...
rosary wid sleepy pipol
dancing wid ...

We take risks when we open our hearts because the truth is,
if we open our hearts,
we will get hurt.

You can’t open your heart
and not have some hurt
because you’re in a
human experience.

Even if it’s the love of your life
and you have many wonderful,
deepening, growing,
powerful years together,
it’s a human experience
and that person will pass over.

Love takes courage.
Be courageous.

Is it just me that I have to undergo like this?
Is it justifying that I am being insensitive??
Or is it just me?

Why is it always me?
It hits me that hard..
For I have been true to myself..

What have I done wrong?
What crime/s did I commit?
I just don't know. It's so confusing

I just expected too much..
I don't know how it can be resolved..
Nor how I can forget that..

Time can only tell..
That ...

This just happened recently, and this is just one of my most unforgettable experience..

August 1, 2010

It was a gloomy Sunday night and I arrived at the hospital around 9pm, just early enough to go on duty for 10-6 shift.

By the time I entered the premises, a lot of patients stationed outside the ER, and most of those cases are Pediatrics. They haven't been accommodated yet due to the fact that there are many patients within the ER. I thought to myself ...

It's an uncanny turn of events which would lead up to what I am right now..

It's amazing how time flies so fast without knowing that the things you are doing would seem so little..

It's such a wonder that amidst the difficulties in life there are at least some things that are meant for the simplest beings..

Now that we are unraveling time as it would seem, the future holds some extraordinary doubts, speculations, intrigues, and even, pleasures, fruitful outcomes ...

Do I have to keep myself updated in the world of healthcare?
Do I have to continue nurturing and expanding my skills?
Do I have to go on working like this? Unpaid?


It's been 3 weeks of painstakingly working as a healthcare provider in our government hospital. The catch is, I am good for a minimum of three months or six months maximum, depending on the situation given.


The benefit is that it is free of any charge, unlike any hospitals that offer ...

A week has passed quickly
Things aplenty been done so it seem
Yet it keeps on coming back

So much heartaches in life
It came from neither me nor her
Nor even my own kind

So many things pouring in
My mind couldn't comprehend to what it is
That always dragged me down

Amidst the consequences I faced
Lies some paths to what I choose
Good, bad, time will tell

Many choices to choose from
Many trials ...