Perceptions and Actions

We take risks when we open our hearts because the truth is,
if we open our hearts,
we will get hurt.

You can’t open your heart
and not have some hurt
because you’re in a
human experience.

Even if it’s the love of your life
and you have many wonderful,
deepening, growing,
powerful years together,
it’s a human experience
and that person will pass over.

Love takes courage.
Be courageous.

Is it just me that I have to undergo like this?
Is it justifying that I am being insensitive??
Or is it just me?

Why is it always me?
It hits me that hard..
For I have been true to myself..

What have I done wrong?
What crime/s did I commit?
I just don't know. It's so confusing

I just expected too much..
I don't know how it can be resolved..
Nor how I can forget that..

Time can only tell..
That ...

This just happened recently, and this is just one of my most unforgettable experience..

August 1, 2010

It was a gloomy Sunday night and I arrived at the hospital around 9pm, just early enough to go on duty for 10-6 shift.

By the time I entered the premises, a lot of patients stationed outside the ER, and most of those cases are Pediatrics. They haven't been accommodated yet due to the fact that there are many patients within the ER. I thought to myself ...