Inner Aspect of My Being

For long months, it has been quite a bumpy ride towards keeping my cool and temperament. But one thing is for sure, I'm going back to my old self again..

6 months was quite a bit long, and a struggling road. I could not regret that keeping my temperament wasn't that quite exhilarating, but it can prove to be terrifying once it cannot be contained anymore. Maybe I was kinda too harsh at confronting people, or kinda intimidating them at first glance. I think its about time ...

We take risks when we open our hearts because the truth is,
if we open our hearts,
we will get hurt.

You can’t open your heart
and not have some hurt
because you’re in a
human experience.

Even if it’s the love of your life
and you have many wonderful,
deepening, growing,
powerful years together,
it’s a human experience
and that person will pass over.

Love takes courage.
Be courageous.

Is it just me that I have to undergo like this?
Is it justifying that I am being insensitive??
Or is it just me?

Why is it always me?
It hits me that hard..
For I have been true to myself..

What have I done wrong?
What crime/s did I commit?
I just don't know. It's so confusing

I just expected too much..
I don't know how it can be resolved..
Nor how I can forget that..

Time can only tell..
That ...

A week has passed quickly
Things aplenty been done so it seem
Yet it keeps on coming back

So much heartaches in life
It came from neither me nor her
Nor even my own kind

So many things pouring in
My mind couldn't comprehend to what it is
That always dragged me down

Amidst the consequences I faced
Lies some paths to what I choose
Good, bad, time will tell

Many choices to choose from
Many trials ...

Sigh..

This is what life has to offer to us..
Pain, suffering, sadness, what's more..
I can't help but cry myself out..
But crying won't help it..

I just don't know what to do..
Everything has been done..
How I wish time itself would return..
Undoing those things that predisposes to these now..

From the day I said "goodbye"..
My life suddenly changed..
The word itself has hurt the one I truly loved.. ...

March 11, 2010


Another year for me to ascend into maturity..
Another year full of new trials to face..
Another year to enjoy life as it should be..
Another year with full of surprises awaits me.

I recall back the days of what I have done over the past year..
I reflect on it, the bad, the good and everything in between..
I realized that the things gone by are the things that are being brought upon by myself..
But the things of the ...

Life itself is a changing world
Everywhere you go something unfolds
Time itself is revolving around
Yet few seem to stay aground

In the days passing by so fast
We reminisce the things of the past
For the old is wise and full of life
Never it is to be set aside

Few people appreciate the opportunities given
As many would fell the consequences driven
Taken for granted and being left astray
It won't prove long enough for ...