heheh grabe man ni TS oi.. ako man g kuyawan nag basa.. ayaw cge inO A dha oi.. from the way you write, you are still very much in love with her. if nka move on nka why the hell would you care if dli cya mo smile nmo?? just because you had 3 yrs? naa man time nga ing ana na, during those times that you are in the relationship you love the person so dearly and after sa relationship wla na, nihupas lang kalit

.. mao sad cguro nga wla ka nya gpaglaban because she don't love enough to fight for it...
OnT:
i have loved you once, i will never love you again. you have hurt me so deeply that it cuts thru my soul. now i am slowly healing and thanks to you.. thank you for all the pains, it remind me how human i still am. thank you for teaching me how to love, for the next time i will fall in love again it will be far more than what i have given to you. by hurting me i have grown mature.. i have to. i have learned to stand and be proud of who and what i really am. i would forever appreciate you for saving me to be with a loser for the rest of my life. most of all, thank you so much for hurting me for i have learned to love and respect myself. now i know i deserve so much more.