Regrets

[Stickler]

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so ako story manga migo manga miga kay ni sugod pag 2nd year high school nako.
she was my 2nd love and the pinaka best jud in all aspect, physically, emotionally, walay bati jud niya as a person.
Ang amo lng numero uno jud nah problema kato kami pah way way back nato manga migo/miga. (YR 2000)
kay dili man mi pwede maka laag nah kami rah duha. Higpit ang sa side sa babae, dili sugtan laag, hatod-kuha sa school nya in fairness og kwarta g hisgot, alangan xa ang doagan kay liman ang papa sa babae CE nya dako kaayo og rango sa usa ka company sa gawas dayun ang mama super strict house wife.

she was the only daughter sa ila pamilya 4 brothers. she was the youngest of them all.
nag ka oyab rah gyud tawn mi for only less than 4months nya pag 3rd year namo i was suppose to wait for her (ga buwag mi nya nakig balik ko) then kani lagi innocente pata nya ihas pah jud og babae, i took her for granted nya for some reason naka oyab kog pinaka worse nako at the same time. Ang naka bulabog ato pag 3rd year namo kay classemate raba mi tanan. hahaha pastilan pag ka amawa jud nako. ako 2nd love og ako panakip butas nah 3rd love kay classemate nya naka oyab pah jud ko in the same year with my 4th love.

Bsta bsta mao nana.
Before the school year ended (3rd year) every week sa chair sako 2nd love i would leave her "screws"
since i formed her name with screws on my slippers and every week i would wait for her to take me back mag bilin ko usa ka screw sa iya chair. This went on for months nya humana ang school year i knew i will never be her man again but to be force to admire her from a distance as she grows into my eyes, A perfect woman.

Ni graduate na lng ko college, i would still check her FB profile, i think it was around 2nd year college 2nd semester than i found out she had a new man. Until now sila g hapon and i could see the progress that they have made with each other. At 1st i was jealous (of course) then i said to my self, There is no way that she is taking me back for all the things that i had done to her. So might as well follow her life through the illusion that i create for myself than she can still be mine.

I havent said one think to her since 3rd year HS.
and now im about to be married to another woman, my thoughts are, am i about to spend my entire life with her? My wife to be is my 4th love pag 3rd year HS. I can really tell that she loves me, we were BF/GF for 7 years
and i have not shared this to her ever since. She accepted me for who i was. She didnt care if i was too harsh on her. (pero d tah manapat og babae, d bah guys? haha) bsta, tanan bati nako iya jud g salo sa iya gugma nah para lng gyud daw nah mag ka kami. Our parents thought it should be about time for us get settled and the reason i didnt propose to her in the 1st place was because of this little delema of mine, murag wa ko naka move on sako g pang buhat niya (2nd love).

We both have our own jobs and as for my 2nd love, i always keep thinking of her now that im to be wed.
and this will be very unhealthy if it were to continue further beyond if i were to be indeed married to a girl who pulled me out of my self and start a new knowing my past was even didnt mind.

I have been always told that marriage is something to never to taken for granted and to make sure that to be web with someone i have no regrets. (ako papa jud ga sulti ani) I have not yet shared this to anyone but atleast diri sa istorya kay alias alias man, may ni diri maka pah buga tag huot nah gugma nah gi lata na lng sa sige agi sa adlaw. (eeww) hahaha

sah man inyo mah advice?
Moh ole rako pinas para tawn mah minyo niya nya sukad ga plano nami sa tanan every night nah jud for the past 2 weeks maka damgo nah jud ko niya, nya kana raba damgo nah murag jud naa ka bah, kanang maka feel jud ka bah ikaw jud mismo ga kupot sa iya kamot, ga sturya sa iya ginikanan. bsta. kana nah feeling kng naka try bah moh ana or wala.

[Stickler]

bahala moh d ha og inyo ko daoton, kataw.an, hilasan bah or unsa pana manga d maayo huna huna bsta ako.a naka pah gawas ko sako g bati usa ko mah minyo. ^ _ ^

[ambokz]

imo rnang huna2x ts,every tym damguhon ka,mata lang jud dyon....anyway kung mag minyo,naa man jud nay seminar,dha mka realize jud kas tnan...

btw:libog imo ubang english ts, pru msabtan ra.hehehe

[THE KID]

i have a few.......

[silentsky_042]

akong advice....hmmmmm storyae imong soon to be wife about ani....

[newbiz8888]

TS nadala na sa imong damgo ang imong gi huna2x pirme. kanang conscious paka unya sige ka ug huna2x, inig katulog nimo ana
kay mo tiwas na sa imong damgo ang imong gi huna2x. mag minyo na raba ka puhon TS so dako naka ug responsibility sa imong ka minyoon.

[spike412]

saon, mura man ni na girl imong obsession ts. a longing for a particular person that you wanted and never had so it turned out to be an obsession. kabalo ka unsa lang ang makapawala ani? see and talk to the person and you might find out she means nothing to you.

[kishi_valora]

wow. TS! true love jud toh nimu imu 2nd love sah?

about your dream: nag long lng ka niya kay you know you will get married to someone else.
let go and let God TS. let go of your wrongs and mistakes to your 2nd love. forgive yourself. coz not unless you do, you will never fully appreciate what you have now. certain people just really have to come and leave us. and she is part of those passerby.
kana lageng highschool love buh. makahuna2x jud tag regrets. i have friends too nga ako ang gisayangan nila. peo you know what I've learned \TS? every one comes into our lives for a specific reason to help us grow and be molded to be who we are right now. Give credits to your past. But let go and live your life now. another thing pud ako natun-an from the kuya of my ex, he told me :Treat your every relationship as your first love. (para wlay regrets. coz all you wanted to be is HAPPY)

on regrets: yes. naa pud ko'y like nga guy nga gisayangan pd ko nga wa nagkami coz gitago2x nako ako gibati alang kaniya. labaw pd xa. i search for him online or thru common friends. and lahi ra ang happiness if makita nga ga.exist pa d.i xa. maski deactivated iya fb. hhehe.. pero matod pa lage pud, dili jud kasiguradohan nga kung balikan nato ang tao nga gisayangan ta, anaa pa japon ang feelings para kanato. you mentioned she is emotionally stable already with her current bf. then communicate with her TS. i guess all you wanted pud from her is FORGIVENESS. say sorry and let go.

on your current love (your fiancee): is she worth giving up? ikaw na mismo niingon TS nga nakaya niya and ni.survive siya sa tanang batasan nimu. are you really gonna hurt her pinaagi niining gusto nimu nga maimo ang imong 2nd love? again TS. treat your every relationship as you're first love.

this is all i can say for now..
maniudto sah ko. :P

[brian joshua]

nganu ni enter

[rayice]

TS, maybe consexa lang cguro ka.. its better nga i-settle nah imung mga feelings coz ur about to get married..