I have just finished watching
2001: A Space Odyssey by Stanly Kubrick. I will tell you honestly that I don't understand the movie, I don't understand my feelings towards it and I don't understand what it is trying to tell me. Before I say anything, I may have to tell you this. I am not into science fiction much nor am I very knowledgeable in that area. I am almost allergic to anything intelligent. Maybe it's because of the facts that my mum was watching with me the first half of the film and was very noisy and maybe cos I watched it at 1 til 3 am or maybe I am just too incapable of understanding complex scientific and super philosophical ideas like this that is why I am still confused up to this very moment. So anyway, can any body shed some light about what I am going through right now. If you've watched the movie and liked it or even if not, kindly share your thoughts on it. Thanks
This, though, I may have to tell you. It is very surreal and I felt afraid after watching. I have this fear of the thought of floating in the universe and not knowing where I am heading, can't move properly and doesn't have any gun to kill myself. The feeling I get when I think about that is close to what I am feeling now. Like waking up to a dream and then realizing you're still in it.