My eyes are close to shutting already.This goes out to the one person that scares the shit out of me but at the same time makes me smile from ear to ear even during his dullest moments. To the one person that I'm ready and willing to spend forever with. I'm glad I found you, not in the most convenient and righteous way though -- but, I'm still thankful... I hope you get to read this soon. You know who you are mister :
I'm dead tired. Really sleepy.
But...
I'm waiting for you though.
Call me paranoid or what, I guess I'm just scared.
Traumatized maybe?
I'm afraid of losing you.
I want to make things right for us.
I want to make sure I don't screw this one last chance.
You're someone I cannot live without.
The thought of you leaving pains me.
Whatever the reason for leaving may be.
This afternoon, I just realized that you mean so much to me.
I know that you're someone close to my heart but it was different this afternoon.
Just the thought of you walking out that door broke my heart.
It scared the shit out of me and I panicked.
I felt helpless. I hated myself for crying.
I don't want you to think that crying is the only thing that I'm good at.
I know, I'm not perfect. Not even close.
I hope you bear with me and not let go that easily.
I know I've worked so hard already just to keep you. Keep us.
I hope you can feel that as well. I love you so much.
I've said that a couple of times already.
I mean it every single time I utter those words.
Please take note that I'm happy and contented with you.
No matter how harsh you may be most of the time, but I love you.
Every single thing about you. Every inch of you. Every good / bad trait that you have.
I'm crossing my fingers.
I hope this one lasts.
I hope this will be the last.
Before I end this note.
Quick question.
Is this love? What a question?
I'll probably just answer that question with a smile. ;]
<3<3<3
By inna_iks
Credits : Kudos to Naves for the photo.![]()
*Thanks for taking the time to read guys. I was just merely expressing myself. I'm not so sure if I'm in the right corner of istorya. Just move my post if you guys want. No problem with that. :] *