I'm a married man for 8 years, with 1 kid and ofc with 1 wife. lol. My partner left philippines to work abroad when our son was 2 y.o. After a months, I was devastated coz she wants me to free her, she wants me to give her space and time. To think she has the whole world of her time and space coz she's thousand miles away. But then, I agreed and things work out well then na normal na ang tanan sa amo relationship. After a year, I left also to work in mid. east, our communication was fine, i love you here, i love you there, and so on and so forth bla bla bla.... After a year nag dungan mi ug bakasyon, we had a happy moments and it was like kami ra duha sa kalibutan. After a month, I left to go back mid east, siya pud mo balik pud abroad after a couple of days...But then, ouch! here it goes again, gusto napud cya ug space and time and she told me that her love for me slowly fading away (at that time naa pa cya sa Pinas.). I was thinking from hell to heaven how it can be after all adtong pag bakasyon namo. I can't imagine kung unsa mi ka happy nga couple adto nga time. Then, I asked her why wala nalang ko niya gi confront personally about ni ana, and she told me dili cya gusto nga e screw amo bakasyon and she wants us to enjoy. But still, wala ko mo give-up. Continue lang gihapon ko sa amoa, pila ka months everything gets to normal, I even asked her if she still have doubt about sa amoa relationship and she told me "NOTHING. THIS IS IT. I LOVE YOU." Ofc me a stpd pinhe@d was so happy and continue our life, work, work, work, ofc for the future of our family.........Until few months ago, I noticed that she's cold to me (she's in Phil right now), everyday I made comments on her friendster expressing my love and adoring her, but she will just replied a "smiley" or just a short word. I deleted my accounts on facebook and friendster coz it hurt me so bad, looking on her photo albums with hundred of photos (friends, relatives, my son ofc) and i only have one photo with my kid hehehe sa usa ka album nya. And she has lot of comments and regards to her friendsters and facebook friends but nothing is for me. Well, she just sent me a msg "Hi.". I petty my self and deleted my both accounts. After a couple of days she broke up with me. We still have a regular communication. And she's telling me that she's sad coz of the burden that she has now, for destroying our family and it hurts her so much. On my side, I want to move on but I can't, memories keep on flashing on my mind and dreams, I want to move my a!$ on, but how? how? how?

wtf?! pasenxa namo ha? may hang-over lang and medyo dili pud busy sa office.....guys and gals kindly give me your wordssssssssssss......salamat!