Id like to share the thoughts that's bothering me.
i have actually no plans of geting married , my plans is to have as much partner around the world as i can in the future. i was even planing on having offspring on different nationalities. (forgive me if my ambition is too high , but anything' s posible right?)
i tried to explain this to my girlfriend. that this is me , im willing to lose you as long as you wont get hurt and be in a better hands with another guy.
she is unable to handle what i said , and show that she is willing to take the consequence as long as she wont lose me.
so the scenario would be, i'll be living wiht her all my life wiht our children, while i do my thing spreading my sedds. ( of course iill do my best to be rich enough, very rich -its my 1st priority goal)
-------------- what im thinking now
should i proceed on making our first baby(impregnate her). im running 23
(im simple gathering reactions here)
PS : my other offfspring . i will no longer be communicating with them.
I will be spending time with her as my wife and as a Family with our children.
and the rest,
at least 20 other children from around the world , that im providing constantly.
as a future result 20 years later , i would have 20, young "sons and daugters".
desregarding how would they feel towards me as their real father. ( at least for me they should be thankful that i did extra steps to give them life in this world.)