I think I’m turning bisexual.

[cesski]

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i was also like this when i was still straight. i was in a serious relationship with a man for about 2 years, then i got dared to ask a girl out and kiss her. so i did try to court her, and i kissed her, like really kissed her (french kiss). that's when i knew then and there, that, that's what was missing in my life.

after accusations of being a lesbian/bisexual from my friends/peers, i broke up with my then-boyfriend, denied to my friends and myself, that i was a bisexual, dated numerous other men to prove to myself that i was straight, that i could not be this immoral being. yes, i felt disgusted and ashamed of myself. i was scared and i couldn't talk to anyone about it. after dating a number of men, i then realized that i couldn't see myself as straight anymore. i kept looking for her, for her text messages, phone calls, hugs, smiles, kisses and what have you. so i eventually asked her out like on a real date, we lasted for almost 2 years. i became a bisexual for a few years, and now i'm a full-blown woman-loving woman (lesbian).

my advice for you? keep it on the down low for a while. tell a friend about it. you might just be missing your boyfriend. hang out a little more with co-eds. but if in the end, you're still thinking about that girl, then i believe you've got your answer. good luck

[Dorothea]

i was also like this when i was still straight. i was in a serious relationship with a man for about 2 years, then i got dared to ask a girl out and kiss her. so i did try to court her, and i kissed her, like really kissed her (french kiss). that's when i knew then and there, that, that's what was missing in my life.

after accusations of being a lesbian/bisexual from my friends/peers, i broke up with my then-boyfriend, denied to my friends and myself, that i was a bisexual, dated numerous other men to prove to myself that i was straight, that i could not be this immoral being. yes, i felt disgusted and ashamed of myself. i was scared and i couldn't talk to anyone about it. after dating a number of men, i then realized that i couldn't see myself as straight anymore. i kept looking for her, for her text messages, phone calls, hugs, smiles, kisses and what have you. so i eventually asked her out like on a real date, we lasted for almost 2 years. i became a bisexual for a few years, and now i'm a full-blown woman-loving woman (lesbian).

my advice for you? keep it on the down low for a while. tell a friend about it. you might just be missing your boyfriend. hang out a little more with co-eds. but if in the end, you're still thinking about that girl, then i believe you've got your answer. good luck

ok ra ni siya ts kung gwapa pd ka...

ang ako lang lisod drawingun imo nawng, ay nlng ta

LOL grabe pud ka ka hinawayon oi

Ok ra na TS oi, si Anna Paquin man gani bi-sexual, ok ra man siya, naka anak pa ug twins

[cesski]

huh? nganu hinawayon man ko? or are you referring to the other guy?

anyway, there is nothing wrong with being gay, lesbian or bisexual. be true to yourself.

[Dorothea]

^cesski, sorry dili ikaw oi, kadtong usa.

[Pringle]

Agree ko sa post ni cesski. You are judged based on your actions. If you don't want people to get the wrong impression then don't do it. Basin dako ra kaayo ang consequences para nimo if you do something but once you find the answer, just go with whatever makes you happy

[Dorothea]

Good luck, TS. Share unya dire kung unsay resulta if ever maka decide nka what to do.

[g.o.a.t.]

lami bitaw ni uyabon ang ts ani labi kung gwapa keu ni cxa nya motira pjud og ebabay hastang nindota ra ah!! tam.is keu ni lantawon mag g 2 g ni cxag chix pud nyeeheheehehee

[sarah's adia]

I haven't seen her since two nights ago, which makes me feel sad. I keep thinking "just tell her, damn the consequences" so I guess it's better for everyone if I don't see her in my current state of mind. Rash decisions always end up in regret.

Also, I still haven't told my boyfriend, which makes me feel guilty. If and when I do decide to tell him, I want to tell him personally and not over the phone.

[Control-X]

If and when I do decide to tell him, I want to tell him personally and not over the phone.

That's what I'm trying to say in the first place. That's what I wanted you to do. Good luck

[sarah's adia]

@cesski:

Thanks for sharing your story.

Was the girl you kissed also straight at that time or was she already a bisexual/lesbian? No girl has ever tried to court me or kiss me, but I think I would be flattered if someone tried to. I hope the girl I like would be flattered too, and not offended, if and when I confess to her.