
Originally Posted by
angel_brey
For so many years and for a long time, I tried being with someone I LOVE but then I only ended up getting hurt in the end, fighting for that love you have for them that they don't have anymore and in the long run end up simply just letting go.
Come graduation day I met someone I wasn't in love with but I know clearly that he loves me so much and so I said to myself this is the last straw, might as well try this...try loving someone I am not so in love with but I know is so in love with me.
For months until it became years, yes in a way I fell in love with him but not with thesame intensity as I felt with when I was the one pretty much in love with the guy where the passion burns like a thousand torches and romance overflows here and there. And so it goes on and on until a moment came I got tired with it. I got tired pretending. I got fed up and I feel like a beggar. And still in the end, it saddens me and hurts me much!
I guess it is true what they say that it is better to LOVE than never to have loved at all!
So where are you now sis? Are you with someone who loves you or someone you love?
I hope you're happy now though