i think i'll be in denial at first, like what i usually do with other things.
then i'll get the truth from him as to the things which led him to do such.
of course, i'll be mad as h*** and i'll probably shout at him, but i'll eventually end up crying like a baby.
i'll blame myself...am i not enough? what am i doing wrong? and all that stupidity.
i wont talk to him as long as i like.
i'll be shattered for days, weeks, months or maybe years...who knows?
i will even consider doing what he did to make him feel the pain, but will not have the guts to.
if i am able to forgive, then i'll do just that.
if not, i wont force myself.
i dont really know. kalisud sa pangutana. hagbong gyud ko kung exam ni!
