
 Originally Posted by 
madjam66
					 
				 
				this happen to me when i just was teenager, but as teenager, i never thought about this and its gone four almost 20 years, now that i am 60 years old and had retired from my work, they came back to me like a bang, i hear them talking, telling me something that makes me anger which i tried to control, but they keep on teasing me, making me smell something foul... I never use drugs ever since when i was a teenager, yes sometimes i fell that someone wants to take me out, shoot me, but i dont have any enemy, so i know that its not real, but due to fear, i seek refuge to my room, my brothers and sisters are all worry right now, sometimes they are afraid of me, but i know in my mind that they are my protector, specially my younger brother, he always tell me that its just in my mind, and assure me that no one can touch me when he is with me. Now im still hearing then talking about me... but my brother is here with me to protect me... my brother told me to make myself busy to have an exit of the thoughts in my mine... i learn to accept that these thing are not real, but i saw, hear and tried to fight them since was i was a teenager, defeated them, but they just wont let go... now theyre back, they think that im old and casnt fight them anaymore.