since the breakup, i've become indifferent

[yvonne6]

you dont have to be in a relationship with someone to prove people you are happy. u maybe lonely but at least you have a peaceful life (just maybe). you don't need to go drinking or go to a bar, or disco to show people that u r happy, that is false happiness there. maybe you have grown a little mature and socializing is no longer your priority. yes it would be a nice feeling to be inlove and that someone loves you back but also consider the complications and responsibilities of being in a relationship. give yourself ample time to determine what it is that you really want and can make you happy. loosen up a bit and try meeting new people but do not rush. dont let you loneliness put you in a desperate mode to find someone so quickly. even with this wicked world, there are still few with exceptional characters, just be patient to find one. goodluck

[mrvs19]

i may be depressed, but i never let it rule over me. and im not suicidal either.
it's just that mingaw kayo akong lugar, gimingawan ko sa akong kalibutan. and for 3 years ni ha...i've lost contact with friends, most of them have got tired in inviting me kay ako mang i decline. i just don't feel like going. i only see them in facebook.

im very much satisfied sa naabtan nako karon, but im not happy.
and i still cant find the reason how to be. im getting impatient. hehe

you're maybe satisfied with what you have right now, but you have no one to share it with, that's why you are unhappy.

[Chel Fernandez]

TS... probably you need a new inspiration...

or someone who could rock your world again... like before... do not feel pity for yourself... it will come... she will come...

you wanna have coffee ts?... hehehehe...

[alterego]

i don't love her na. i'm sure with myself about that. i harbor no desire nor urge to see her.
maybe i've changed because i am now exposed with the harsh reality, unlike before nga i'd just spend my time with her nga way paki sa ubang butang diha, plus the fact nga ako na lang isa ron.
i've been living independently at an early age (23 nako ron currently), which also perhaps aggravated this boredom.

maybe i just need a companion, kanang makita nako sa aktual. but then i have become the kind of person who've learned to build walls. lisud nako amiguhon ron, supladuhon kayo kog aura. im not like this before, i feel weird sometimes about myself why nahimo na kong ing.ani

you're maybe satisfied with what you have right now, but you have no one to share it with, that's why you are unhappy.

basin. mao tingali bai.
i don't want to live forever alone. tuod naaanad nako ani, pero di sad ko nahan nga mamatay na lng sad ko nga ing.ani na lang.

[kuyabog]

..... but then i have become the kind of person who've learned to build walls. lisud nako amiguhon ron, supladuhon kayo kog aura. im not like this before, i feel weird sometimes about myself why nahimo na kong ing.ani

taym pa bai.. parehas diay ta ani.. but in ur case, u say uve changed after ur break up.. ako supladohon na gyud ko since birth hehehe

pero i have been loved by a goddess.. that her presence transforms me into someone a lot better person everytime i am with her..

[KASAAC]

Damn! I got a thing for Suplados
Suplados are interesting.

[groundwork]

me ive change physically. go green nako ron. hehehe.

[Palos]

several moons have drifted, and i still feel the same. my mind has been aimlessly wandering.
its been almost 3 years. and i have moved on, yes. nadawat na nako tanan. but as i tread along during those times, i've notice a change in me.

di nako hilig makigtagay sa akong mga kaila, panagsa na lang mulaag, and i can't seem to find light jokes as funny like i see them before. i've become introverted, contrary to what i was before.

i've been constantly wearing masks, para dili ko nila kaluy-an nga ingani ko ron.
my co-workers think nga im busy with my life with other friends maong panagsa rako kuyog nila, wherein truth, sa kwarto ra akong padulngan kada uli. i have no social life.

i drenched myself in focusing on my job alone, ngita'g sideline jobs despite nga dako akong sweldo, just to keep myself from idling. yes, mawagtang imong kalaay, pero mubalik ra sad cya.


my ex-gf is about to be married on November this year, and im very happy nga ingana na cya ron.
i try not to feel pity on myself, but i always question myself kung unsa akong mga plano sunod.

"ikaw, mag unsa man ka?"

ka relate jd ko nimo bai pariha jd tag state rn..

[Goatwhore]

try to revive your old life, being busy with work is very stressful. its very important to be social sometimes just to relieve you emotional stress.

give yourself a reward pud TS, lisud pud nang loner kay ma-sensitive ra kaayo. lingaw2 pud TS lisud pud muabot ang time nga ma-feel nimu og ikaw nalang isa.

[alterego]

im trying. constantly trying.
but i don't feel like socializing these days now.

kung naay get together sometimes with old friends, they would say nga " wheres the <my name> that we've known before oi! nausab na lage ka?"

i feel irritated sometimes. pero smile lang japon. para di klaro nga gsamukan na.