i cried then after that ok na. wala na koy mahimo kay ayaw na nya sa akoa so dili na lang pod ko mamugos...
i cried then after that ok na. wala na koy mahimo kay ayaw na nya sa akoa so dili na lang pod ko mamugos...
my gaad... I've worked my arse off since that day.....
i just realize he's not worth my agony
nabuak imo heart pero ang imo kalibutan wala mn ni hunong ug tuyok pod mao nang carry ra nako. hehe
pero sa tinuod lang ktong pinaka una nakong buwag pod ambot nalang jud! murag wasted nga mg huna2 ko ato kai mgkatawa nalng ko kai hangutd karon friends mn mi sako ex nga close pjud mi..mangatawa rami mg think sa tanan kadtong kami pa. Pero muabot sahai ang tym nga mahayun ko niya kng wala p dw ko mas naminaw sa storya sa laing tao kai kami pa unta daw..hehe pero homana mn to. hehe hapi rasad ming friends.
so karon kai bg ong buwag nman pod ko kai ok naman. Dili na kaau sakit kai handled and controlled na nako ako feelings...hehe
after the horrible breakup, i cried and whined and moaned and grieved, i was a sucker for negativity, delved in to wiccan then decided to be a cowan, got into some darker musics, became goth for awhile, wore black since everyday feels like a funeral *which i still do at present*, i write my heart out during the times i feel the need to regret, pray, then pray more, i had to deviate my attention, my focus went to my studies and to animes and cosplays, i was like looking at myself doing anything to forget thru a hazy window, then this guy came. he was my get-even-guy so that i can show to my ex that he made the biggest mistake ever. the get-even-guy found out that he was just a part of my backup plan. we broke up and it was even more painful. i realized i loved him more than the sorry ass who 1st broke my heart. the only difference was, the get-even-guy came back and promised not to let me cry like that again.
i'm still goth though. and i still cosplay. and i still know a lot of things. thanks to my 1st heartbreak.

magmahay jud na cya

nothing. i couldn't care less cause i know i was hoping for it.![]()
He'd never find another Nikki again![]()
I got my freedom! Mas happy nako karon!![]()

wala.. bu-ak gihapon.....
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