Online Diary

[ierolennail]

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Aug. 17, 2009 2:45pm

just had my lunch...after the long hours of waiting till the surgery was done,i was able to satisfy my tummy...but still got lots of things to do...whew!!


ended 2:55pm

[ritchepaul]

August 17 4:33pm

Woke up in the late afternoon again...I guess this is my life next to a vampire's. I'm feeling kind of lost right now...think I'll kick off my shoes and chase rainbows in the sky while waiting for my wife to come into her RIPE mind.

It took me awhile just to piece these words together...I need to cool off a bit.

End 4:47pm
Same day

[kaloykalooy]

aug18 1pm

wa pa ulian akng tubol tabang!

end

kalooy intawon nako

[ierolennail]

Aug 18 3:15pm


the sun is shining and yet i feel that its going to rain, to burst, to pour...but then, it was my heart...i feel like crying...feeling bad and sad all of a sudden..i was trying too hard, too much to reach something but at some point, i feel like im being pulled down..am i being tested?well. whatever that is, it really crushes me...i just want to cry, to let it out...to let the world know how it feels like...but i cant...i just have to keep silent again...


ended 3:30pm

[Tirong-say]

Aug.18.09 (15:24H) P.I. time

I was so lonely, no one to spoke with and nobody on my side to cheer me up, I'm engulfed with the four corners of my room, only the sound of the phone ringing, and foreign chit-chats colors my day, I have to go home soon to unwind and once again enjoy life.

End of log,
Aug.18.09 (15:28H) P.I. time

[winged_lion2l]

August 19, 2009 - 9:52

** nakihitch ra tawon ko diri sa McDo ug wifi.. Just got off from work and my body is so tired but my heart is more exhausted... I've been thinking with my special someone throughout the shift, I think my only love is cheating on me... I am hurt inside, i feel like i am slowly eaten up by my loneliness... I feel so sad and helpless... i wish i can sleep tight and when i wake up, everything will be alright... : (

[ritchepaul]

August 19
7:18pm

I almost blew my head off almost an hour ago due to some miscommunications and immaturity from other people. There are people...even if you're going to reason out with them fairly...they'll even think that you don't pay them any respect. Heck, these kind of people are the ones who are a bit off with their logic and their minds are as narrow as ever...like a sipping straw used when drinking beverages.

*sigh* I maybe alone here but I don't feel lonely at all...I know how odd this may sound to others...but as for now, I'd rather be alone. (amen to that)

Ended
7:33pm same day

[dropdeadgorgeous]

started: August 19, 2008 08:50pm

it's awful because i keep thinking about him... i kept telling myself this feeling has to stop because it might just be a physical attraction and could mean nothing else... yea, we're talking and sometimes seeing each other but only ends up that way... i don't want to anticipate nor expect something from him. i'm afraid of getting hurt again.. i'm afraid to invest in a relationship again...

i like him, it shows. i just don't know if its too obvious for him to notice it! grrrr.. he's so numb not to feel it! what is this feeling? why can't i just ignore it?

ended: same date 08:55pm

[emnace09]

OT: dont worry ms. dropdeargorgeous(taasa sad oie)..
everything happens for a reason and it could be good for u.. give more time to urself.. yaw lng sah kaau kblaka anang gugma

back to topic:

Aug 19 09

my days are getting brighter each day.. wa n koy uyab(mingaw gypon usahay).
but frends cheered me up..
i also passed the midterm exam sa isa ka subject gnha nga nlisdan gyud nku before..

--end

[ritchepaul]

August 20
10:38pm

My heart shattered...fragments of memories and events lost in a void. This is odd, having 5 cans of beer with me inside a commercial internet cafe.

What madness is this? What pitiful form I came to inhabit? Death is indeed enticing and will aid relief next to this travesty...yet I can't do that. It would be like dancing in a loser's tune if I choose death over life.

Ended 10:46pm
Same day