He's Gone

[4everlove18]

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update:

im in manila rt now. lubong niya ugma. dli pa jd ko paadtuon. suko kaau iya ate nako. nagselos ba. ako iya gblame y namatay sya. gbastos ko niya infront of all people last sunday. halos dli ko pakit-on sa iya body. i never felt so alone. if he wer alive, and ing ani on ko, magkalimtanay jd cla. protective kaau sya nako. and now, bali tanan. ever1 is ok man except his sister. i cant believe how i was able to ignore her without stooping down to her level. palengkera style jd gane nga pagkabinastos.

wen his body arrived last sunday, mura kog maboang. kana ganing matulala nalng ka. right side of his skull was murag nalupyak. nausab iya face. dli ko katuo. we chat everyday. so full of life and karon giuli nalng in a box. once ra jd ko nakakita niya sa lungon. dli naman pd ko ganahan mobalik ky bastos man gud iya ate, basin dli na pd ko kapugong. i respect him, im sure hel be proud of me nga wla nako patuli iya sis.
sakit kaau, tua tanan sa iya lubong and ako wla. sakit. way kabutangan. i dont think il get over this. ang pinaka impt nga taw sa iyang kinabuhi dli makahatod niya. i cant believe until now that the love of my life is gone.

grabeh jud au imo situation ryt now sah??it so sad to her that...condolence friend just be strong and nver lose hope always remembr that life goes on..we know its not easy just wait for the right time to heal the pain...
sagdi nlang na iya ate oiz...the importnt thing is that you how much you both love each other but its just Gods plan..
nver bear alone so that you cant feel the difficult pain..its really difficult girl..all i can say is that be strong..
god bless always...

[ryan22]

my sincere condolences angelfyre..

i havent lost a close relative yet(knock on wood) but i know it must be very hard to lose someone part of your lyf.

again my sincere condolences...

god bless.

[angelfyre]

they said mas mahirap daw after the libing. nailibing na bf ko, d man lang ako nakapunta. umiwas nalng ako, kc magulo na. dun pa nga lang sa lamay, pinagmumura ako ng ate nya sa harap ng mga tao. dinedma ko nlng. after ng libing, dun ako sa haus ng bf ko. tumawag ate nya, sabi punta daw sya. sinabihan sya ni kuya na kng pupunta lang din sya at manggulo, wag na. d raw, mag talk lng daw kami. pero iba nangyari ng dumating sya dun. dala sya ng mga alalay. 4 cla. pinagmumura na naman nya ako. nagkulong ako sa kwarto. hinanda ko mga gamit ko kc aalis na ako. kumatok c kuya. usap daw kami. minura at pinagsisigawan ako ng ate at mga kasama nya. they even gave me death threats. kalma lng c kuya, pnagsabihan c ate na itigil na nya. nung paalis na ako, biglang hinila ng ate ang buhok ko. i had no choice but to defend myself. punong-puno na rin ako. murahin na nya ako, wag lng sya manakit. nagkasakitan kami. kinampihan ako ni kuya, nasaktan rin ni kuya si ate. galit na galit ang impaktang un, kc kumampi c kuya, baka raw mahal na ako ni kuya. tinakas ako ni kuya. huling balita ko was ang gulo pa rin dun, dahil sa pera. akala ng ate ni jan na binigyan ako ni jan ng pera pambili ng car n haus n lot, which is untrue. pilit nya pinalalabas un. hinahanap daw kng san ako ngyn. kuya n ate magkagalit dahil sa kin.

my friends joked nga ipadala daw nako ni sa maalaala mo kaya.

[gregsin]

hi angelfyre sorry to hear that...
condolence
just be strong lang ok..naa ra mi ..ok....dont worry...
just pray to God always....

[lhykah]

condolence anglfyre..
just be strong...

[n0stALg|a]

condolence..

i pray that u'll have the strength to continue living..

[angelfyre]

thank you for all prayers and support. no words can comfort me right now. posting here keeps me sane, and sleeping pills too. i honestly dont know what to do next.

[shy_cha2x]

the love of my life died. car accident in saudi. last feb 22. uli na unta sya last 24. maboang ko sa kasakit.

i fel sory for u...rely i mean...wat cn i help u??

[angelfyre]

naa kay pusil?

[tolstoi]

^^unsang klaseha sa pusil angelfyre?..maybe i can deal you one..heheh

bitaw..dont ever resort to that foolishness