in this crazy beautiful world, i have encountered and met some jerks

; but i know i dont need to be serious with them. i hang out, pretend and play along with them. having fun and stop anytime. no attachments, no commitments, no pain! ... convenient isn't it? but at the end of the day, i know im still yearning for something genuine, someone true and sincere. i realize that what i'm really looking forward to is someone who can look at me straight in the eyes and tell me that he loves me truly. someone worth every risk of pain, someone who'll stay, someone who will make a difference, someone for life!! haaaaayyy.... hopeful kaayo ko na muabot ni tawhana! asa naman ka intawn dodong?!!
