
Originally Posted by
beyee
Years ago when I ran to my Dad for comfort after a break up with the former,
I unabashedly cried to my Dad because I couldn't hold it in. He cried with me
and consoled me asking for my forgiveness,
"Sorry langga, if nasakitan ka ron. Ikaw na nuon nag bayad sa ako mga
kaboang sauna. Gaghan au ko gpahilak Mga babaye, wala ko Kibaw sa imo
diay mapunta ang gaba. Kung pwede Lang ako ang masakitan."
I can't forget his apology that night.
I believe the karma is reaping on my expense of what I did to my brother
before when I was against his relationship with an older gf. Before he died,
he told me that I wouldn't understand being in love just yet since I was
young at that time but once I do fall in love, I will never be happy and my
bf will leave me because it will be my bad karma for being a "kontrabida"
to their relationship.
I only realized his statement became true when I started having problems
with my past relationship. That's why each time I visit my bro's tomb, I
always asks for his forgiveness of what I did to him in the past.
I guess I'm too late now.