[QUOTE=kuyabog;11843724]
	
		
			
			
				
					
 Originally Posted by 
Chel Fernandez
					
				 
				ani man gud ni chel... i love her so much.. pero i have hurt her a lot and i am scared that that she does not love me anymore.. tho i am hurting a thousand times pud baya sa nahitabo.. she hates me.. except perhaps, she could not tell me up front....or in the dimmest of chances... that she still has that little tiny flame of what was once a love that was a burning blaze.. three years...nakagamot na baya gyud.
			
		 
	 
 kuyabog basta sobra na ang sakit matagam man gyud na ang tao... coz if you love her... you would have not done something that could trigger the pain... but then i know sad people makes mistakes but with mistakes man sad gud kuyabog people learn from it... pain is difficult to bear... how i wish i could tell you that everything will be alright but i do not want to give you hope for it is only her who can tell you that...
if naa man gani siyay little feelings, probably the feelings is not strong enough for her to risk being with you again... tamo nah 3 years pud and you have caused her pain... that is an ouchy...
I have tried this... akow ang girl lang... (but a bit of a different situation)
I have this dude for years... I love him... but he did something that broke my heart... that i feel like I am some trash... It was painful that all i can do is cry myself to sleep... then he went back... telling me that he still love me so much and he was sorry... I know he was not kidding because even his mom talked to me but then the pain was too tragic that it lead me to not trust my emotions anymore... I told myself I will never come back... even if i will loose him... and i never did... now i have escaped from the pain... i still care for him... and i would lie to you if i say i do not love him... infact I told him i do still but not enough for me to be with you again...
it's a matter of choice mana kuyabog...
i just hope she will tell you what is bugging her... para sa imong peace sad...