thanks guys for the feedback,,, i really appreciate all your honest comments. i know i am the bad guy here. at first, it was just really for fun, was just looking for thrill and excitement.. then it turned out differently. we already made a deal that we will just keep this relationship a secret and the moment his wife comes back, then we will end it. i know its going to be so painful for me, coz i am really in love with him, but yeah, we all have to do something right for love even if it hurts. believe me or not, every night i keep praying na unta God will forgive me, will forgive us,, even pray and asking forgiveness sa iyang wife and kids. i know i have nothing compared to his family. and to ruin his family is the last thing i would do. I will just hope that someday, somewhere down the road, will get to keep this love in the right way.. again,, thanks jud guys. you dont know how i feel better to express this.