I get your point. Age ddoesn't really matter if you want to have a companion in life that will encourage you to work and do things better. I know you are longing for an inspiration. As long as you're ready to fall inlove psychologically, physically and emotinally then go for it. If naa kay ganahan tell her para magka uyab mo og sugton ka niya, but if wala aw don't lose hope naa ra nay maabot in time. Study hard, Acheive your dreams and Keep beleiving that someday somehow naa ray girl na para imo.
Goodluck bro