The One Who Got Away

[tokidoki]

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@hera_82

Actually, I'm happy man. It's just that that girl pops in my head every so often and I find it annoying. Ang samokan nako is when I blurt out her name to myself. I just like saying her name man gud coz rare kaayo. hehehe... As I've said in my blog. I've ACCEPTED the fact nga di gyud kami. But she does help though. Every time I've been out of a relationship being so low I remember her and simply amuse myself by saying: "Mas lami pa gihapon to siya. Wala gihapon ka kalupig ato." LOL So, in a way, inspiration pud siya ba. Her last message to me that I should have placed on my blog was "...in honor of our love that was so perfect, please don't do anything to destroy yourself...". She was a great writer too. Masscom pa gyud to siya. It was her way of saying to move on.

@Rance

Actually, this girl, I've heard, is also married. At least you have physical memories of her. I don't even have a picture of her. Just my memory of her in my mind. Char! Murag sa Titanic! LOL. Ice breaker beh kai murag matunaw ta diri dah. hahaha... seryos kaayo mga tao!

[tokidoki]

Guys, a note. I'm fine, okay?! IT's a blog. My vent to release myself. The girl is gone for 5 years. I'm not that stupid to be hoplessly in love with someone whose whereabouts are unknown to me. hahahaha...

Again, i'm fine here, with my knife on my left hand and sleeping pills on the other. hahaha... joke3x.

Seriously, I like this blog because it's the first time I've ever talked about her. I just wanted to share it.

[Sanosuke]

Yeah.. love really sucks! hehehehe.. bitaws, sometimes I think about this girl and that girl and those girls once in a while...

Whenever I remember their sweet innocent faces during college days, or their wild and liberated kissed that entoxicated my lips....

I bet, you really are IN LOVE man!

I agree about your point, it's really hard and challenging to find your match. Kapoy bitaw paminaw ana uban girls nga they like to talk about make up, bars and discos and badminton... Mas maganahan kog girl who goes into intellectual and economic conversations like what you think about this, what are your plans for the future.. perhaps business or something to make life much more easier,

Or perhaps talk with a girl about your dream house, and how both of you will design the interiors of your house..

Luckily I found such a girl... I might say that there still are lots of women who are more beautiful than her, still, she can make my head turn as well... We've been together for around 2 years already, and going stronger ever since....

[buyer]

ako afterall sa nahito namo sa misstress nako nga nasakpan mi 2 weeks ago i still think of her up to now wala nakoy balita niya

[tokidoki]

ngek!

[Rance]

haha this thingy is getting serious!

[captpoloy]

tsk, tsk, tsk, very very sad.... but nice blog though

[tokidoki]

thanks captpoloy

[dessay]

tokidoki..nice blog, melts my heart. Well, you'll find another one. someone better will come...Someone who will not just be your equal but also your best companion.

love is so tough lang gyud....

[tokidoki]

bitaw, i'm not giving up. naa ra lagi na maabot ra na.