HELP My relationship feels wrong but I'm trying to make it right

[ishee]

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If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

[GOKOU]

^^^ applicable jud nako na sauna

[jasonrabs]

is it really love you feel for the guy?? if it is.... then is he worth it?

[ishee]

this part is what i hate most..when he says he's done his best yet di daw nako ma appreciate blablabla..u know what, i don't like break-ups! i hate it! leaving isn't really the right solution, changing for the better is..di lang jd xa kasabut unsa cia ka importante naku! malas jd ku'g mga ingani ui. now if makigbuwag cia d nlang ku mu pugong. whether i like it or not, nakadecide nman cia..

[ishee]

wa jd ku's mood krn ui.. i think i'm losing him again..maypa ako sa pagngon ang fone.. like hide from everybody! arrrgh.

[awlandyan]

let him go.... dats wats best for you.... ayaw pagpa martir2 oi....

[gnox]

ayaw lang sa dibdiba nang boy and girl relationship. in the first place nagschool pa jud mo.
love can wait. it is kind and it is not selfish.

[ares623]

na unsa na gd ni? eheh

[ddej_05]

forget what u cannot change and move on or u will just both end up hurting each other. life is short so cheer up. i know u and gwapa mn ka.

[ares623]

close nani. i know the gurl. buwag na siya sa iyang uyab