
Originally Posted by
xeoxander01
first of all, your a drug addict because you chose to be one.. dont blame your father leaving you or the bad environment your in or the influence of your surroundings and all those bullsh!t reasons.. dont blame other things or other people why your life turned to dog sh!t.. you have to take responsibilities for your actions.. and the consequences it might give you.. as for me, my uncle(my mother's only brother) is a f*ckn drug addict.. hes been like that since, i dont know, 13 years old... and now hes almost 50.. he has 2 daughters whom he haven't seen since god knows when coz his wife left him for obvious reasons, and he lives with my grandma.. hes unemployed by the way coz he's so f*ckn lazy to lift his a$$ off the couch and find a job.. all he does all day is lie in his room and watch TV.. when he gets bored he goes outside to loosen up a bit and play billiards.. so yes he relies on my grand mother to feed his sorry a$$. imagine that.. your almost 50 years old and you still live with your mother.. he keeps asking money from my grandma and if she cant give him what he wants he starts breaking and throwing everything he can get hands on.. come on!!. hes not even the one buying those stuff.. when I was young I tolerated this due to the fact that I was too young and too little to do a damn thing!... But now... the tides have changed.. hes becoming an old fagot and Im the one with the bigger stronger physique.. I once called him out to a fist fight coz I was so pissed that time.. I told him "why don't we step outside and settle this man-to-man?!!".. And all he had to say was "mao nah! mga dagko namu.. manukol namu!".. after that he stopped throwing stuff at my grandma and I havent heard any incident of it ever since.. my mother keeps telling me to just let him be and just understand him coz hes like that because he grew up without a father and all that bull crap.. my grandfather died when my mother was only 3 months old.. and my grandma hasn't re-married since. I can let go of all the things he did back then but if he crosses the line one more time, hes gonna get his a$$ handed to him!!.
what brings my piss to a boil is the thought that everyone in the family tolerated his mistakes up to now. And I kinda thought. doesnt he have any plans for himself? Isnt he thinking what his life would be 10yrs from now?. or 20yrs? or 30yrs?? if ever he lives that long??. My grandma is already 70 yrs old. and what if my grandma gonna too old to take care of him.. who will he running to to feed his a$$??. us??.. hell no!