I think trust, same as respect, is earned... not given not acquired.
Your husband maybe still has not earned that 100% trust you were hoping for maybe because...
- your husband did something before that made you loose trust in him.
- you always have that feeling of distrust when it comes to men and their libido.
either way, it all depends on you.
nganong imo man pud siya gipalarga if wala kay salig niya? and why did you marry him in the first place if naa pa gyud ka duda? It sure is lonely abroad...samut pa gyud na if wala mo constant communication..mo wander gyud na ang lalaki, which is dependent on the strength of character sa imo husband.