Its a good thing that you're confuse...it means your still in the right state of mind...hehehehe...both of your mind agreed that dili mu uyab...and yet your heart and feelings dont agreed with your mind...eventually these mind and heart will fall into thesame groove...for now let it be....things will just fade away...bom bom sa mo sige...coz deep in your subconscious mind and heart its temporary!.