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[n`gel]

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Hi mai merry xmas pud... ako lousy gyud ako xmas eversince i got here. Hugs nalang from my babies permi nako i-treasure pero basically... wala gyuy kapasko pasko. Di man pud mi magtapok kaayo sa ko sister, so si mama ray kauban gyud namo nga family. Iya-iya kaayo amo pamilya diri mo na di gyud ma feel ang xmas lahi ra sa cebu. As in totally empty kaayo ang paminaw i don't even wanna listen to xmas songs on the radio, basta nay mo play ako ibalhin. toinks.

Anyways, merry xmas to all lang gihapon.

[Streetcar]

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Hi Ngel, merry christmas anyway and I am sorry you feel that way. Sige lang, it might get better in time. Me I'm already sanay na here so doesn't matter i have my kids with me. I want to share my home and my mess, cooking, collections and all with you guys. Here's my yahoo photos link to that one -

http://photos.yahoo.com/angel_winks2003

I hope you have a nice Christmas ...

[n`gel]

Don't be sorry mai uy it's perfectly fine... it's just christmas. Although daku pud filipino community namo sa church pero di man pud ko nahan. Tinuod pihikan kaayo ko ug mga taw... basta di ko ganahan nila dili gyud ko magplinastic pud. Ahaka lagi 3 years nako diri pero wala pa gyud ko kasugat ug pinoy nga ganahan nako ma amigo/amiga tahaha... I mean of course except istoryans kay transparent gamay ang mga abilidad... pero so far wala gyud tehehe except yuri nuon whom i've met in person.

Nay mga pinays at church nga either younger or same age nako ma amuse raman ko nila.. they would come to me and express interest in friendship (hehe ahaka sa description uy) then ig-duol kay lame man kaayo manulti uy waaaaaaaaaaaa tahaha thanks but no thanks. Goodness gracious... pihikan gyud kaayo ko nga pagkataw saon nalang am used to myself though. Mo na sahay ma loner ko pero it's okay dili lang gyud ko flexible when it comes to befriending gyud. Magsilbe ra ko'g usa ra kabuok akong amigo/amiga basta ganahan ko sa ya personality... swack pud sa ako. I'm weird lagi.

Neways enjoy the holidays mai. Merry xmas!

[Streetcar]

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Ne, you're not weird. I'm also very choosey with friends. Pag dili gani nako gusto ang attitude or let's just say lain ilang ways from mine and i have nothing in common with them, i dont warm up too. That is also your right to choose kung kinsa imong gusto ma frends. Friends you can keep. Friends who do not hurt you or belittle you or bring you down. Friends who will be there with you whatever changes in your life you go through, they go with you and bear with you as well. Pero dire sa Istorya i found a few i really really like and that includes you. You and Jugs made me feel comfortable here from Day 1 and I learned a lot from both of you so for that you deserve a thank you! Bitaw Ne, just keep busy. Kaning mga singles known for feeling the blues during the holiday season especially Christmas kay family time gyud na. Its alright we have our own bonding here too. At least you have Yuri. I have nobody pero dili sab ko gusto mag bf ambot ni akong life. Wa na ko maanad naay guy but i enjoy my life the best i know how and I'm fine with it at present.

Have a nice Christmas too Ne. And your little girl. You haven't sent me your address in private. Thanks much.

Ian my Manito, i responded to your private na. I hope its ok with you. Wala koy gusto. Ikaw na lang pag send nako sa imong addie oks? Have a very nice Christmas with your loved-ones

[n`gel]

Pait pud gyud tinuod mai uy, kung single ra gyud diri. K lang gani naay siaw nga chikitings or kids... I guess that's why i understand akong mama bisan tiguwang na intawn barkadista lang kaayo gihapon. Naanad nalang na sila tungod sa una wala silay pamilya ilang pamilya mga friends nalang. Same with my sister pud, daghang barkada... dili niya ma miss kaayo iya 2 yr old son sa cebu and iya pud husband nga nakay ug barko. Strategy gyud lagi... pero malingaw baya ko magsud-ong sa mga taw nga master na kaayo mo divert ug loneliness.

Yup ana pud ko dugay kaayo ko mo-open up ug taw.. magmatyag sa ko. Di ko pa nice-nice dayun.

Neways it's so funny today I dunno if you guys have tried just eating that Special K cereal like they show on TV? I gained 10 lbs from my regular weight tungod sa ko medication. So I tried it this morning and lunch? waaaaaaaaa abtan ug pila ka oras wa na nalipong na ko. Pagkapait ba diay aning mag diet² di nako mousab woi. Hahaha wa gyud hinuon koy nabuhat rong adlawa... kay saon wala may energy.

I've learned my lesson... i'll rely on exercise nalang to regulate my weight. Di na gyud ko anang gamay ra ug kan.on waaaaaaaaaaaa sooooooo hard to do.

[Streetcar]

Hi Ngel, same here wala ko family here. they used to be here but they moved out of state so pila na ka years wala na mi get together sab. Ako na lay nabilin dire sa California. My daughter just said to me yesterday how much she misses everybody, the family. When they used to live here, we had such an enjoyable christmas and lots of story-telling sa dining table abtan lagi mi the whole day in our sleeping clothes. My mom, my stepdad and my two younger brods. I hope next year they can spend Christmas with me here. I did not open up the idea this year since I am not quite settled i have boxes everywhere since i just moved too. Daghan pa ko e unpack then from Thanksgiving on till now wa pa gyud ko mahuman. So among family is not the traditional filipino family since mga laking amerika na that includes my mom. Our life here is kanya-kanya na sab mi dire. I manage my own life and I just have to make sure i have that taken care of kay wala ko kadaganan dire in case lang i need help. I'm on my own.

About diet wala pa ko ka try anang Special K since dili ko hilig ug cereals and I'm no a breakfast eater either. My kids love it though. Yeah nanambok na gyud ko aning kaluto nako pirmi but its my hobby mao na akong sakit. Pirmi luto way mangaon. For Christmas its just the three of us. Sige lang dili na ko magluto hangtud New Year, lol. There's going to be lots of food for Christmas Day. Going back to dieting, just eat many times a day in small portions. Maka slim daw na. But you are already looking good. Maintain na lang imo. Just eat but smaller portions. You can eat all you want, lots of water and regular exercise. Its bad when you dont exercise and you keep eating, like me, hehehe nia ra ko sa kusina nagluluto. check ra ko dire in between.

[charmz_fire]

mai.. naa ka off line msgs.. gekan nko! hehehe

wish we could talk ug balik sad.. heheheheh

[n`gel]

Dili pud ko mahilig kaon kaon mai.. i'm more on main meals. I gained gihapon lagi and kung ako pasagdan na it might be too late na nya hinuon. Tehehe.

Neways ako dako man pud ko kaon mai... pero my meds lagi... it's threatening my slim genes teheh. Pero neways I don't wanna spread thin obsession around here ako ra pud na heheh. Samay imong giluto napud diha mai? Sus ug silingan pa ta wa na nangattack naming yuri diha nimo. Kami na namutos ana imong mga lumpia. Teheh.

[jugs_06]

singit lang ko gamay ha..

merry xmas!

speaking of kaon ba.. cge lang ko kaon dko mu tambok.. toinks

[n`gel]

salig lang gud ka... awa nya moabot ang panahon magpatabang na nya ka nako mag sit-ups. tehehe.