he wasn't my bf yet but but we were getting there. after weeks of hanging out and exchanging sweet messages, he dropped a bombshell. when someone showers u with affection u can't help expecting something more and investing emotionally. he gave me the "i think we're better off as friends" and "im afraid il hurt you" speech. i got stinkin drunk with my friends thereafter. i cried myself to sleep that night, woke up 5 hrs later and cried again. i listened to songs we both loved (shyet corny-ha doh). my friends who called me that day heard me cry for the first time. im not given to emotional outbursts so they were surprised. until now i can't erase the messages he sent me and our pics together (especially the one where he's kissing my forehead shux).
pathetic.
but il move on. i dunno when that will happen though...



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and screw her cute cuzins... and her friends also...Â*

