Mao gyud palaban sa akong mama! Na unsa gyud kaayo! Ambot unsay nakita sa akong mama niya ngano man na mas DAUTAN pa tanaw sa akong mom nako kaysa niya! Lami kaayo dapugon girl ug adtuon sa Manila or wherever he is dayun dapugon!
That time actually that I was in Manila and he came over to talk with me, sus as in perting hilaka gyud nako! I dunno if na consensya sya or what or if he still wanted me or if he still loved me pero mao lang gyud to ni pour out lang gyud ko sa akong na feel during those times he did that to me and he abandoned me. Pagkahuman sa tanan, ahw ka ahat siyag kuha ug guitar ug nikanta siya ug SONG nga iya daw ge compose para nako with all those flowery words! When he went home after that, he asked if he could hug me tight and yes I made him do what he wanted, hold me tight but I didnt hug him back. I still wanted him, but mas kusog man gyud akong belief that having him back into my life would only cause me more HARM & PAIN than not having him at all.
At some point, I thought to myself, what if kaha noh ako siya igat-igatan sa text bah until ma inlove siya balik nako to the point iya to buwagan ang GIRL na iya ge puli nako! Then magpakuyog ko niya ug tagaytay ug I will give him just ONE NIGHT of experiencing what it is to make love with someone like ME! Pa experiensun siyag LAMI pagkahuman pa drama dayun na
"This is so wrong. Even if I will break it off with my BF, I am not sure you love me as much as I love you!" IRING!!!
Dayun mu abot siya sa point na buwagan niya iyang uyab ug dayun buwagan siya nako! LOLs! Mao nay getawag na 1+1= ZERO
OR another alternative plan was to do it with him na palami kaayo then pagkahuman while natulog siya, biyaan sa HOTEL ug mu uli ko ug ako-a ug dili nako pakita niya maskin unsa pang pag try niya ug contact nako or what! hahahah
grabeh na kaayo to na laid out plan pero maskin unsaun gyud nako pag think ug ayu, murag dili gyud nako kaya buhatun na makig hilawas niya while naa koy uyab!!! okay ra cguro ug chula2x noh pero makig hilawas, murag lahi ra! I wanted to keep it that way na 1 ra akong natilawan ug mao ra sad akong naminyuan.
Pero lami gyud unta kaayo to ba na buhatun ug pagkahuman ingnun ba nga,
"Okay, natilawana na tikaw! Bland man ug taste! Murag ako raman naningkamot! Cge bye!"
Hahahha LOL BUt that is IF ONLY, I won't FALL FOR HIM in the process! Mao lang sad to akong ge kakuyawan! hahaha