cge bro... if that makes you happy... padayona... but way basolay hap... I don't want to say nga ayaw paghikog... kai that's what you want to end your life... bisag unsaon pa namo ug advice then d ka maminaw, sayang2x lang mi ug advice.... ani nlang... think of it kung magbasol ba ka or dili... just as simple as that... hehehe... good luck