Istorya Daily Blog

[hyrei]

whew it's thursday a day to go nalang friday nah and then weekend nah.... Hmmmmm i'm kinda ok now these past few days.... well today again i came late for work.... jeepneys are gone they were impound as what i've heard from the dispatchers.... grrrrrrrrrrrr what the heck happen.... it's kinda a busy street in hi-way jeepneys are full... passengers are "naguunahan sa sasakyan"... we are all late... damn i didn't wake up early just to be late... but anywayz though i started a bad day in the morning i hope this afternoon i could hear a good news naman....

[dAmNseL jEnY]

July 06, 2006
My day off. I want to sleep for the entire day. Just sleep? I can't sleep. I thought of so many things. I browse the net and read some threads, admire dorwings, reading diem's posts (gawd, I love his mind) and procrastinate to change the clothes I wore during my shift.

It has been two weeks now and I'm still in a bad shape. Harassed, corrupted, and melancholic.

[kyuusai]

Eighth hours of work is such an enervation. But i have to do my job well or else i'll be admonished by my boss. It's the fourth day of the week and i can't wait for the weekend but still my thoughts would not be emptied with a lot of works in school. I am not even finish with my feasibility study. I'm plugged in with istorya.net. Simply I just can't get enough of it. My bad. I tend to overlook my responsibilities.

[ANZEN]

get so busy today. we have lot of things to do. well anyway....tomorrow is friday, it's my son's special day.

[hilumon_kuno]

wla ko kasabot sakong nafeel karon knowing yella my friend nalain naku and also dark.. gahi lang jud cguro ko ug ulo..! dli ko ganahan nga wla najud mabilin akong mga fwnds just bcoz i follow my feelings and just becoz of this man.. im afraid! knowing nga nagkaanam anam na cla ug palayo naku..huhuhu im really so sad

[nolex]

thursday (7/6/2006)

i've read a news the other day about N. Korea's missile testing... which had threatened US, Japan, S. Korea & some other neighboring countries.. i thought this is some sort of an old issue but when i've seen it on TV, it's really the latest...

the world is now facing another crisis.. and i can't help but to think where these arguments will lead to... this N.Korean people is really getting on my nerve!!!Â*

if another war's going to break out, which i hope not, many innocent lives will be at stake for sure...Â*

funny but sometimes i wish i have powers.. so i could maintain peace in this world... & put into custody those who are responsible of such act...

but the reality is here.... and the least thing i can do now is to pray... for everyone & for the world...

how i wish this will be resolve peacefully.....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh, i just want to go home.....

[miss tapya]

july 6, 2006

its my mom's birthday, GOd i miss her more... my ate called unfortunately two missed calls wala jud nako na receive kay wala ko kadungog sa ringing phone.gisapot jud ko karon nga day! ..pero gikatulog nman nako..am a bit okay now!

thanks to wm... i should go with the flow na lamang.........

[splendid moonlight]

Today I woke up earlier than usual. It felt good having fallen asleep after having read a few pages of a book you are curious about. I'm rereading Love Medicine by Louise Erdrich. I read this once in highschool, it had a different cover then. The front was a dark violet and there was a picture of a girl. Though I couldn't make much of it then, having only read Sweet Valley Twins and Friends, it had a lasting effect on me.

Yesterday I saw a copy of it again in BookSale SM. It had been turning up a couple of times in the past, sometimes two and three copies at a time, but not less than that. Yesterday there was just one copy. So I bought it thinking I might never see a copy of it again. And perhaps, too.. well, perhaps it's calling me for some reason. Maybe somewhere in the pages I am supposed to learn something. Or perhaps it is supposed to bring me back to the time when I first read it, and the lesson is not really in the book but somewhere in that particular time. I still have to find out.

Work was okay. Every hour we do a certain task which is slowly boring me so that I feel like bursting. This afternoon was different, though. I could make my hands move around the keyboard and mouse and have my mind somewhere else. Not too far away, though, as that would be drastic. Getting off from work I proceeded right away to SM (again) to meet two of my highschool buddies. Who'd ever thought I'd see them again? After being separated from them during what was supposed to be our last year in highshcool and losing all contacts,I never thought I'd see them again. There we were hunting for bags. I was particularly looking for a bag formal enough for work, but large enough to contain my climbing gear were I to proceed climbing after work. But I ended up buying an umbrella instead. We ate in one of the oldest fastfood chains in Cebu - Orange Brutus - and I, believe it or not, ate the most food. Burger steak with egg, vegetable lumpia with its special sauce, chicken chicharon with vinegar dipping, iced tea, rice, burp. All the while trading hand tricks (of all things) - I'd like to call it hand acrobatics, which left my fingers hurting a little after a while. Then we roamed around hunting for my umbrella. We were looking for something small enough, but tough enough to handle signal storm number 2, and not too dark a color so that it does not absorb too much heat from the sun. Ah - so much fuss over a single umbrella. But it was fun; and at least we made a salesboy amused and happy for at least 30 minutes.

Went home. Two jeepney rides. I got home to find an offline message from a friend that says -

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken
probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So send this to all of your friends (and me). And then... Well, nothing will happen. Really. No dogs biting you
or people dying. No miracles either. But you'd be spreading a nice message."

I don't know about loving like you've never been hurt. There is such a thing as trying not to fall into the same pit you don't know you've made for yourself. Or the pit that circumstances seem to want to throw at your feet - like little holes in the sand your playmates try to cover with coconut leaves; and if you are unfortunate enough not to know the trick yourself, well.. you trip. My grandmother used to say, "one word is enough for a wise man." Maybe that also applies to experiences. It doesn't matter. Or maybe it does. But it's not for me to know everything. Though it is for me to live the best way that I can.

This is it for now. Until then.

[lover_online]

I don't really hate this day but it began really odd....I figured out that I'll be late in my 8am class so, I decided not to attend the class anymore... I was stupid...I should have attended...because of that, I missed an exam!! damn thing!!! Now, I'm thinking of how would I be able to let myself be excused by our prof... grrr...and let me take a special exam?

Nevertheless, all went fine after that... And as usual, after class, I watched my favorite Korean drama, My Girl, surf the net and will be sleeping afterwards...haaayyy...

ay yuh, our prelim exams will be next week...so, got to study...ahehhehe...

that's all for now... Ciao!

[7DMM]

well my first blog entry ever and maybe my last for the coming months to come.i'll be gone for quite long so i'll miss a lot of people.see you when i see you