The story behind the Groom and the Wedding Singer!

[Passport]

So mao na to, niuli ko sa amo, naghilak, pero wa jud ko pakita sa akong family the whole day but I guess they already have an idea that I was crying. The day after that, his mom txted me to come over and she wanted to talk to me. So, I went to their house and spoke with his mom. His mom told me her love story with M's dad. Almost the same thing happened. So, thinking that we would still end up together, and I would still win him back, I never turned away from him. Everyday, nagaadto gihapon ko sa ilaha..

So didto nagsugod ang FWB status namo. We do normal stuffs we used to do when we were "We".. only that it's no longer really "Us". I know that he has a new girlfriend and that they are still together. But gipasagdan nako akong self na magpaubos ug maayo para lang mabawi nako siya. Coz I was thinking, since bag-o pa sila sa girl, anything can happen like magbuwag sila.. And since I am always there.. Mura'g catching wings ang akong gibuhat sa akong self..

There were times that I have already prepared lunch for him but he never arrived. Or, naglunch na sila sa iyang new gf. I did everything for him until I realized, alkanse kaayo ko.. Ako ra ang nasakitan.

So 1 day, January 12, I tried telling him a lie. I told him that someone courted me, and finally accepted the courtship that same day. He asked for the name, I couldn't think of any but the name of my first crush who he knew.. So I told him. He just went silent and finally said, "I'm happy for you". That really broke my heart. I felt like, I'm really nothing for him. I really felt like our time has already passed. And I wish I just died that same moment.

Few days after that, I never showed myself up. I tried to hold on to my emotions. I tried promising myself that I wouldn't really show up! That maybe this time, he will look for me and will be the 1st to txt or call me asking How my day was going.. But he didn't! I waited for weeks.. but still he didn't!

I couldn't really stop myself anymore! I went to their house and saw him there. What really jumped my heart out was seeing him watching the slideshow of our pictures I once made for him. Then we talked. He said that he don't want to lose me. He asked me if I could still stay for him. And after I said yes, he confessed another thing.

M: Nagbuwag na man mi...
Me: Huh? Y man? Kanus-a lang?
M: January 11. (Silence..) Ikaw man gud unta akong gipili. Isulti ta nako nimo pero naunhan man ko nimo sulti. Naa na man diay ka lain.

(Silence) Deep in my heart: Darn! why the hell did that idea came out of my mind? Ok na unta mi karon...

M: Naa na pud ko bag-o na gf.
Me: Ha?
M: Nasakitan kaayo ko pag-ingon nimo na nakauyab na ka lain gud. Didto nako na feel na grabe jud kasakit diay! Laina sad nimo uie! Wa man ka nakapaabot nako.. Gipaninguhaan bya nako buwag to si L__ then mao na la'y mahibaw-an nako na naa na ka lain.. Mao to, nakakita sad ko hungawanan.. Wa man sad ka pakita na gud!
Me: Ok.. So I guess it's over?
M: No.. gai lang ko time.. magbuwag ra mi.. I just hope kamo pud..
Me: Well, to be honest, wala ko nakauyab ug lain! I just tested you but you seem not to care! Ni-wala man lang ka nagpakita ug emotions!
M: Sorry.. Ayaw lang ko biyae b..
Me: I won't! Dugay na ko sige fight para ma win-back ka! karon na lang dili?


So the FWB started again... There was even a time when I was with my mom in SM. I was trying to fit a pair of shoe.. Then my mom hurridly rushed to me and said: "M is here! pero look at who he is with?" Didto ko nakabantay na nagkatapad ra diay mi sa girl.. Then I think, wla pud naka notice si M namo sa akong mom kay daghan man tao. Then ako, na-rattle na dayon.. wa na ko khibaw kung unsa ako buhaton.. then nilakaw na lang ko diretso leaving my mom behind. Nagsunod ra diay akong mom nako. Then nilakaw ko padung gawas sa sm.. But when I looked back, nagsunod ra diay sila M namo ug iya gf. Padung na pud sila uli! I silently thought na.. basin magkasakay jud mi ani.. Then niana na lang akong mom na.. mag taxi lang daw mi..

and for the record, we were able to hide our relationship from his current girlfriend (which is by the way his wife now..) .. There was 1 valentine when I was waiting for him at their house but he never arrived.. Nabuntagan na lang ko.. Didto na lang ko naka sleep sa ilaha.. And by the way, I am already working by this time and have moved out from my family. I remained faithful to him and to whatever we have. I never entertained anyone... until nag 2 years nalang akong pinaabot.. Yes! 2 years kapin mi in FWB status!

I earn my own money and spend it alone... But he is still in college... Maybe, didto siya na part nasuya sa akong situation. Coz atong time na ni-move out na ko from my family, I was free doing everything I want! I go home late, laag dinhi, laag didto! Outings! miski asa lang ko maabot! Then he told me, if ingon ana pa lang unta akong life sa una katong kami pa jud, dili jud daw siguro siya makakita ug lain.

All I answered him was this:
"I asked you to wait for this time.. But you still chose her than me.."

Freedom is what he needed that I realized! But I never agreed on that until na nakakita na jud ko ug akoang work.


to be continued.. (1 last part na lang!)

bitaw ts.. he chose her for reason still not very clear... basin sa last part.

I am beginning to understand who M really is.. with uyab 1 followed by uyab 2... but please go on..

[Butitor]

Sa akong pag back read murag wala man koy nakitang tarong rason ang lake uy..murag wa klaro

[THE KID]

naa paman d i mas salbahis nako aning kalibutana...lol waiting for the last page?hehehe

[woodpusher]

TS, kung igsuon pa lang ko nimo nya' nakahibaw ko sa iyang pasakit nimo ato'ng panahona..unsaon na lang kaha' TS..dili sa mag apil2x ko pero ambot lang..hehe..

[my_hEaD_isBIG]

Makabugo jud d i ning gugma sa? samtang gahuwat ka niya nakigduwa pud unta kag lain. FWB2 sad ka, unsa d i naa sa tumoy sa kang M? gold?

So mao na to, niuli ko sa amo, naghilak, pero wa jud ko pakita sa akong family the whole day but I guess they already have an idea that I was crying. The day after that, his mom txted me to come over and she wanted to talk to me. So, I went to their house and spoke with his mom. His mom told me her love story with M's dad. Almost the same thing happened. So, thinking that we would still end up together, and I would still win him back, I never turned away from him. Everyday, nagaadto gihapon ko sa ilaha..

So didto nagsugod ang FWB status namo. We do normal stuffs we used to do when we were "We".. only that it's no longer really "Us". I know that he has a new girlfriend and that they are still together. But gipasagdan nako akong self na magpaubos ug maayo para lang mabawi nako siya. Coz I was thinking, since bag-o pa sila sa girl, anything can happen like magbuwag sila.. And since I am always there.. Mura'g catching wings ang akong gibuhat sa akong self..

There were times that I have already prepared lunch for him but he never arrived. Or, naglunch na sila sa iyang new gf. I did everything for him until I realized, alkanse kaayo ko.. Ako ra ang nasakitan.

So 1 day, January 12, I tried telling him a lie. I told him that someone courted me, and finally accepted the courtship that same day. He asked for the name, I couldn't think of any but the name of my first crush who he knew.. So I told him. He just went silent and finally said, "I'm happy for you". That really broke my heart. I felt like, I'm really nothing for him. I really felt like our time has already passed. And I wish I just died that same moment.

Few days after that, I never showed myself up. I tried to hold on to my emotions. I tried promising myself that I wouldn't really show up! That maybe this time, he will look for me and will be the 1st to txt or call me asking How my day was going.. But he didn't! I waited for weeks.. but still he didn't!

I couldn't really stop myself anymore! I went to their house and saw him there. What really jumped my heart out was seeing him watching the slideshow of our pictures I once made for him. Then we talked. He said that he don't want to lose me. He asked me if I could still stay for him. And after I said yes, he confessed another thing.

M: Nagbuwag na man mi...
Me: Huh? Y man? Kanus-a lang?
M: January 11. (Silence..) Ikaw man gud unta akong gipili. Isulti ta nako nimo pero naunhan man ko nimo sulti. Naa na man diay ka lain.

(Silence) Deep in my heart: Darn! why the hell did that idea came out of my mind? Ok na unta mi karon...

M: Naa na pud ko bag-o na gf.
Me: Ha?
M: Nasakitan kaayo ko pag-ingon nimo na nakauyab na ka lain gud. Didto nako na feel na grabe jud kasakit diay! Laina sad nimo uie! Wa man ka nakapaabot nako.. Gipaninguhaan bya nako buwag to si L__ then mao na la'y mahibaw-an nako na naa na ka lain.. Mao to, nakakita sad ko hungawanan.. Wa man sad ka pakita na gud!
Me: Ok.. So I guess it's over?
M: No.. gai lang ko time.. magbuwag ra mi.. I just hope kamo pud..
Me: Well, to be honest, wala ko nakauyab ug lain! I just tested you but you seem not to care! Ni-wala man lang ka nagpakita ug emotions!
M: Sorry.. Ayaw lang ko biyae b..
Me: I won't! Dugay na ko sige fight para ma win-back ka! karon na lang dili?


So the FWB started again... There was even a time when I was with my mom in SM. I was trying to fit a pair of shoe.. Then my mom hurridly rushed to me and said: "M is here! pero look at who he is with?" Didto ko nakabantay na nagkatapad ra diay mi sa girl.. Then I think, wla pud naka notice si M namo sa akong mom kay daghan man tao. Then ako, na-rattle na dayon.. wa na ko khibaw kung unsa ako buhaton.. then nilakaw na lang ko diretso leaving my mom behind. Nagsunod ra diay akong mom nako. Then nilakaw ko padung gawas sa sm.. But when I looked back, nagsunod ra diay sila M namo ug iya gf. Padung na pud sila uli! I silently thought na.. basin magkasakay jud mi ani.. Then niana na lang akong mom na.. mag taxi lang daw mi..

and for the record, we were able to hide our relationship from his current girlfriend (which is by the way his wife now..) .. There was 1 valentine when I was waiting for him at their house but he never arrived.. Nabuntagan na lang ko.. Didto na lang ko naka sleep sa ilaha.. And by the way, I am already working by this time and have moved out from my family. I remained faithful to him and to whatever we have. I never entertained anyone... until nag 2 years nalang akong pinaabot.. Yes! 2 years kapin mi in FWB status!

I earn my own money and spend it alone... But he is still in college... Maybe, didto siya na part nasuya sa akong situation. Coz atong time na ni-move out na ko from my family, I was free doing everything I want! I go home late, laag dinhi, laag didto! Outings! miski asa lang ko maabot! Then he told me, if ingon ana pa lang unta akong life sa una katong kami pa jud, dili jud daw siguro siya makakita ug lain.

All I answered him was this:
"I asked you to wait for this time.. But you still chose her than me.."

Freedom is what he needed that I realized! But I never agreed on that until na nakakita na jud ko ug akoang work.


to be continued.. (1 last part na lang!)

[iMallalone29]

Then, I tried to lay low... I really tried but everytime I receive a text from him, I just can't resist him! We still see each other but I no longer go to his house. I never showed myself again to his family. We just go out together silently. Until 1 night... he sent me to work.

M: I realized something..
Me: what?
M: That no one can ever replace you.. Not even her.

(I didn't answer)

M: I wanna get back to you.. if you'd allow me.
Me: How about her?
M: I don't want her to get hurt but I don't love her at all as much as I have loved you. I am such a mess! Akoa ni sala tanan! Why did I ever hurt you in the first place? Our love was perfect! pero.. ako lang gisayangan.. nahadlok kaayo ko! nahadlok ko na basin ug mubalik ko nimo, ikaw na sad ang mupalayo nako.
Me: Why would I stay away from the person who is my everything? And besides, I am pregnant!

Silence was all I heared..

Me: 3months na.. Sometimes, I just wish this didn't happen but naka-think ko na basin mao na ni way na mubalik na jud ka nako.. finally!
M: I am happy to hear na daddy na jud ko at last! Now, kahibaw na ko unsaon nako pagpangita ug way na makabalik lang nimo.. Just wait for me.. Ikaw ra jud akoa.. pls..
Me: Syempre! ikaw biya papa sa akong baby!

Then we didn't see each other after 2 months... Until his graduation day! March 19

I went to their house to surprise him. To congratulate him! I was 5 months pregnant that time but it's un-noticeable! Nobody would ever think that I was pregnant that time. I and M are the only person who knew about it. Not even his mom, nor any of his family.. Not even our friends knew about it..

When I arrived their house, they had a lot of visitors! I am happy that he has now graduated from college. From a 5-year course.. Very happy ko that time,. I brought cake for him. But then.. the mood started shifting when I noticed his mom's face na mura ug gi nerbyos.. I asked where M was.. And they said, "Naa sa likod nimo.. naa sa sofa.." When I turned my back, I saw M.. sitting right beside the girl... He introduced me to his girlfriend. And when the girlfriend stood up to shook hands with me.. I noticed something.. I was looking at her.. greatly staring at her.. as if mura ba ug slow motion.. (Tinuod jud diay na nga mahitabo na nga murag muslow-mo imong kalibutan) Then I realized.. we have something in common! We are both Pregnant! Only that, her tummy is bigger.. So that means it's now more than 5 months or maybe manganakay na.. Damn! napanganga na lang ko uie.. I was looking at the girl's tummy then sa nawng dayon ni M. And I saw him looking back at me trying to say "Sorry". He is lip-syncing it! the word "Sorry!" Then, nibalik na ug kagubot akong panan-aw.. I can hear a lot of noises na! And I was distracted by his mom trying to offer me something to eat. Then I said, "No, busog ko.. maybe naa mo pampabugnaw diha.." then, they offered me ice cream.. Nag-eat ko ice cream while gubot kaayo akong huna2. I can feel pain pero murag faded pa kaayo siya.. Namula ko ug maayo.. nanginit ko.. wa ko kasabot sa akong na-feel actually. Mura ba ug gikumot akong dughan. Kahilakon ko but I stopped myself from crying coz I can't stand myself be humiliated when they see me crying in front of all these people!

Then his Tita suddenly asked me.. "Karon pa mo nagkita ni J dai? Karon pa mo nagkaila?"
Me: UU Tita, karon pa.. (forcing myself to smile..)
M's Tita: "Buntis man na cya dai.. mag 8months na.."
Me: "Mao ba? congrats! (as I looked at the happy couple) "Muadto na diay ko uie! sayo pa mi mubiyahe ugma.. Team Building namo.. sa Bantayan.."
M's Mom: " Hayahaya na nimo dai noh.. miski asa na man ka maabot. "
Me: "Hehehe.. anah! chill2 lang panagsa gud.. Lingaw2 sa self..
M's Mom: "ayo2 dai ha.." (Then she hugged me tight) "Ihatod sa na si P didto M!"
Me: "No na uie.. Naa ra man sad diha sa gawas akong mga friends.. sila na lang maghatod nako!"

Then.. nilakaw na ko.. dugay kaayo ko nakahilak ato..

Didto na pag-abot sa Bantayan. Nagwala ko ug maayo! Nanghagis... nihilak ug maayo!
But I never showed my friends about it. Nag rent ko ug separate room didto sa Bantayan.

Then I texted his father..

Me: Unfair kaayo mo uncle! Ngano wala man ko ninyo sultie sa situation ni J! Gipaasa ko sa wala sa inyong anak! Nisalig ko niya.. ug ninyo pud na unta mutug-an mo kung unsa'y tinuod para kahibaw ko mulugar kung asa ko bagay mulugar! Pero inyo ra pud gitagoan ang baho sa inyong anak..
M's Papa: Sorry kaayo dai.. Wala jud na namo tuyua. Gusto kaayo mi musulti nimo pero si M ang nipugong namo. Giingnan mi niya na dili lang mi maglabot2. Kapila na gani na nag-away si Mama niya ug si M tungod lage ana.. Pero ingon si M na siya lang daw musulti nimo kay di daw siya ganahan masakitan ka..
Me: Pero unsa man iya gibuhat karon uncle? Unsa'y tan-aw niya sa iyang gibuhat nako? Gihimo ko niya bu*ng! Gipasalig sa wala! Unya unsa man tan-aw niya ron? Wala ko masakiti?! Pasensya kaayo uncle kung ingon ani ko manulti nimo karon.. Nasakitan lang jud ko ug pagmaayo uncle gud! And naka feel ko na inyo ra kong gitabangan ug binuang!
M's Papa: Dili jud na mao dai.. kahibaw jud ka dai ug unsa ka namo ka-pinangga.. Pero angay man sad jud na si M ang magsulti unta nimo.. Wa man sad mi magdahom na maabot sa punto na ikaw na mismo ang makakita.. Pasayloa jud mi day.. Wala jud na namo tuyua..

---- wla na ko nireply..

I started eating very less.. I lost weight.. I cried every night until makatulog ko.. Gihilak lang nako until mawala ang pain.. pero whenever inig mata nako.. maka feel gihapon ko sa pain.. I took a week leave.. I went traveling to places.. ako lang isa.. I went hysterical.. then magsige na lang jud ko ug hilak... Feel nako.. mura ko ug nabuang ato kadiyot.. Until I lost my baby.. I even forgot that he was existing inside me.. Napasagdan nako akong baby.. When I lost him.. na-ospital ko na ako lang.. It was only my cousin who assisted me in the hospital. She tried texting him about what happened to me but she never got any reply from him..

From that day.. I started accepting that I was really stupid for falling to someone who is 5x more stupid than I am.

Wala na ko pakita.. I changed my number.. For another 2 years... I started naming myself as iMallalone...

[Passport]

Makabugo jud d i ning gugma sa? samtang gahuwat ka niya nakigduwa pud unta kag lain. FWB2 sad ka, unsa d i naa sa tumoy sa kang M? gold?

batia pud nimo ug tambag bai oi.. klaro na kaayo nga true love ang kang ts ngadto kay M no matter what.. pero mu volunteer pa jud ka mga FWB2 diha..

Then, I tried to lay low... I really tried but everytime I receive a text from him, I just can't resist him! We still see each other but I no longer go to his house. I never showed myself again to his family. We just go out together silently. Until 1 night... he sent me to work.


M: I realized something..
Me: what?
M: That no one can ever replace you.. Not even her.


(I didn't answer)


M: I wanna get back to you.. if you'd allow me.
Me: How about her?
M: I don't want her to get hurt but I don't love her at all as much as I have loved you. I am such a mess! Akoa ni sala tanan! Why did I ever hurt you in the first place? Our love was perfect! pero.. ako lang gisayangan.. nahadlok kaayo ko! nahadlok ko na basin ug mubalik ko nimo, ikaw na sad ang mupalayo nako.
Me: Why would I stay away from the person who is my everything? And besides, I am pregnant!


Silence was all I heared..


Me: 3months na.. Sometimes, I just wish this didn't happen but naka-think ko na basin mao na ni way na mubalik na jud ka nako.. finally!
M: I am happy to hear na daddy na jud ko at last! Now, kahibaw na ko unsaon nako pagpangita ug way na makabalik lang nimo.. Just wait for me.. Ikaw ra jud akoa.. pls..
Me: Syempre! ikaw biya papa sa akong baby!


Then we didn't see each other after 2 months... Until his graduation day! March 19


I went to their house to surprise him. To congratulate him! I was 5 months pregnant that time but it's un-noticeable! Nobody would ever think that I was pregnant that time. I and M are the only person who knew about it. Not even his mom, nor any of his family.. Not even our friends knew about it..


When I arrived their house, they had a lot of visitors! I am happy that he has now graduated from college. From a 5-year course.. Very happy ko that time,. I brought cake for him. But then.. the mood started shifting when I noticed his mom's face na mura ug gi nerbyos.. I asked where M was.. And they said, "Naa sa likod nimo.. naa sa sofa.." When I turned my back, I saw M.. sitting right beside the girl... He introduced me to his girlfriend. And when the girlfriend stood up to shook hands with me.. I noticed something.. I was looking at her.. greatly staring at her.. as if mura ba ug slow motion.. (Tinuod jud diay na nga mahitabo na nga murag muslow-mo imong kalibutan) Then I realized.. we have something in common! We are both Pregnant! Only that, her tummy is bigger.. So that means it's now more than 5 months or maybe manganakay na.. Damn! napanganga na lang ko uie.. I was looking at the girl's tummy then sa nawng dayon ni M. And I saw him looking back at me trying to say "Sorry". He is lip-syncing it! the word "Sorry!" Then, nibalik na ug kagubot akong panan-aw.. I can hear a lot of noises na! And I was distracted by his mom trying to offer me something to eat. Then I said, "No, busog ko.. maybe naa mo pampabugnaw diha.." then, they offered me ice cream.. Nag-eat ko ice cream while gubot kaayo akong huna2. I can feel pain pero murag faded pa kaayo siya.. Namula ko ug maayo.. nanginit ko.. wa ko kasabot sa akong na-feel actually. Mura ba ug gikumot akong dughan. Kahilakon ko but I stopped myself from crying coz I can't stand myself be humiliated when they see me crying in front of all these people!


Then his Tita suddenly asked me.. "Karon pa mo nagkita ni J dai? Karon pa mo nagkaila?"
Me: UU Tita, karon pa.. (forcing myself to smile..)
M's Tita: "Buntis man na cya dai.. mag 8months na.."
Me: "Mao ba? congrats! (as I looked at the happy couple) "Muadto na diay ko uie! sayo pa mi mubiyahe ugma.. Team Building namo.. sa Bantayan.."
M's Mom: " Hayahaya na nimo dai noh.. miski asa na man ka maabot. "
Me: "Hehehe.. anah! chill2 lang panagsa gud.. Lingaw2 sa self..
M's Mom: "ayo2 dai ha.." (Then she hugged me tight) "Ihatod sa na si P didto M!"
Me: "No na uie.. Naa ra man sad diha sa gawas akong mga friends.. sila na lang maghatod nako!"


Then.. nilakaw na ko.. dugay kaayo ko nakahilak ato..


Didto na pag-abot sa Bantayan. Nagwala ko ug maayo! Nanghagis... nihilak ug maayo!
But I never showed my friends about it. Nag rent ko ug separate room didto sa Bantayan.


Then I texted his father..


Me: Unfair kaayo mo uncle! Ngano wala man ko ninyo sultie sa situation ni J! Gipaasa ko sa wala sa inyong anak! Nisalig ko niya.. ug ninyo pud na unta mutug-an mo kung unsa'y tinuod para kahibaw ko mulugar kung asa ko bagay mulugar! Pero inyo ra pud gitagoan ang baho sa inyong anak..
M's Papa: Sorry kaayo dai.. Wala jud na namo tuyua. Gusto kaayo mi musulti nimo pero si M ang nipugong namo. Giingnan mi niya na dili lang mi maglabot2. Kapila na gani na nag-away si Mama niya ug si M tungod lage ana.. Pero ingon si M na siya lang daw musulti nimo kay di daw siya ganahan masakitan ka..
Me: Pero unsa man iya gibuhat karon uncle? Unsa'y tan-aw niya sa iyang gibuhat nako? Gihimo ko niya bu*ng! Gipasalig sa wala! Unya unsa man tan-aw niya ron? Wala ko masakiti?! Pasensya kaayo uncle kung ingon ani ko manulti nimo karon.. Nasakitan lang jud ko ug pagmaayo uncle gud! And naka feel ko na inyo ra kong gitabangan ug binuang!
M's Papa: Dili jud na mao dai.. kahibaw jud ka dai ug unsa ka namo ka-pinangga.. Pero angay man sad jud na si M ang magsulti unta nimo.. Wa man sad mi magdahom na maabot sa punto na ikaw na mismo ang makakita.. Pasayloa jud mi day.. Wala jud na namo tuyua..


---- wla na ko nireply..


I started eating very less.. I lost weight.. I cried every night until makatulog ko.. Gihilak lang nako until mawala ang pain.. pero whenever inig mata nako.. maka feel gihapon ko sa pain.. I took a week leave.. I went traveling to places.. ako lang isa.. I went hysterical.. then magsige na lang jud ko ug hilak... Feel nako.. mura ko ug nabuang ato kadiyot.. Until I lost my baby.. I even forgot that he was existing inside me.. Napasagdan nako akong baby.. When I lost him.. na-ospital ko na ako lang.. It was only my cousin who assisted me in the hospital. She tried texting him about what happened to me but she never got any reply from him..


From that day.. I started accepting that I was really stupid for falling to someone who is 5x more stupid than I am.


Wala na ko pakita.. I changed my number.. For another 2 years... I started naming myself as iMallalone...

Pagka nalang jud ani ni Michael oi..

[my_hEaD_isBIG]

^ dle man gud. kung tarong pa ug huna2 ba nganong mag FWB2 paman? matawag d i na ug something like nagpakaubos nlng jud cya pra balikan lang? dba biga2 raman nang FWB?

[iMallalone29]

^ dle man gud. kung tarong pa ug huna2 ba nganong mag FWB2 paman? matawag d i na ug something like nagpakaubos nlng jud cya pra balikan lang? dba biga2 raman nang FWB?

As what I have posted on the Friends with Benefits thread..

" I have benefited from him the feeling of him still with me even though it's really no longer us.. I don't care what he benefited from me at all.. "

That time, I couldn't say biga2 ra puros.. para siguro niya.. pero lahi ang benefit akong gikuha ngano nag stay and agree ko sa FWB,. same thing.. ako gihapon gipaubos ako self para mubalik lang siya...

[C'thulhu]

Very nice story TS, enjoyed reading it...