
Originally Posted by
idk.101
ok, to give you an idea kung nag unsa mi gahapon, basin naa moy masulti nga makatabang nako. kapoy na jd huna2. kung pwd lng iparok ang ulo...pisti. ipahungaw lang nako diri kay bug-at kayo sa dughan.
around 8.30+ man tali to last night, gasabot mi nga magkita mis SM. told her nga naa miy storyahan. then padung naman to close, so we decided nga magtake out nlng, told her nga adto mis SRP kay nice ang view didto. while i was driving pdung didto, we where having jokes pa gani whilw gakaon mi samo gtake-out. hapi2 pa kayo. pero at the back of my mind, i was so f'ing nervous. murag kog nangurog. pistiha..
we stayed there for a while. then she raised that question eventually, ug unsa daw tumong aning kita namo. i told her frankly nga to end our contract, nga i can't take it na, gikapoy nakog pretend2. i apologized to her and everything nga naas sulod sa akong huna2x ato, and finally told her what i feel. nga naa koy pagbati niya. then she was this like, smiling..then nikatawa ug kalit. i find it so weird ngano nikatawa siya. but i can really sense it was a fake laugh, kay medyo teary-eyed man siya. i dont understand what's on her mind, wtf. pero i remained silent lng.
then ni ingon siya nga 'ok. thank you'..nga we'll talk it nxt time daw and nanaghid cya nga mouli na siya kay naa daw duty the next day. so nipara siyag taxi dali2x, pero gipugnagn nako siya kay i want to talk about it more. then suddenly gisagpa ko niya. and she started to cry. she spat me unsa ko ka grabe nga manhid, ka maldito, ka insensitive, damulag, way buot, talawan, nga idiot ko. nga she even made herself look cheap sa akoa daw pero buta daw ko kay selfish kau, kaugalingon ray gihuna2. 'cant you see nga i did this kay i care for you, ha? nag self pity gani ko nganong nipadayon pa ko aning duwaa, nya mangutana ka nako kung ok ra mupadayon pa ta amawa ka! natakdan man tingali kos pagka bogo nimo tingali. pero kahibaw ka, bisag in ana ka, i never really gave up on you.'.hangtud karon mahinumduman japon nako nang pulonga, sakit. wala jud koy nasulti ato tungod sa kauwaw. she was crying and crying, and i..kissed her..and gigakos lng nako siya to lessen her anger, that was the only way i think i could do that time. nakahilak nasad kog ahat. pistiha jd. nya naa rabay maglabay2 nga sakyanan uwaw kayo...so gatalikod ra mi para dili klaro.
she then said nga ok ra siya and she has to go kay duty kuno ug she left me there. wala na lang sd nako gipugnan.
i contacted her around midnight, ala man motubag. nagtawag sad ko nihang buntag ala gihapon punita. bugo jud ko. nimas.
pistiha jd aning gugmaha ba...pabugnawon lng sa ni nako ba? basin musipok nyang ulo ato kung akong samokon. ugh. ambot. labad sa ulo. galatagaw jd akong huna2 ron. pisti.