kuyawa sa TS oi...ganahan man siya makabalo..basin gusto ni siya maghikog....hehehehe
kuyawa sa TS oi...ganahan man siya makabalo..basin gusto ni siya maghikog....hehehehe
gamay rapud kaau utok if maghikog
ako jd before..bt wala rman namatay..![]()
ako naka try ko ani sauna pero wa nako dayuna oe...nahadlok ko hehehehe..kahuna-huna pod ko nga wa igong rason pra ihikog...
i've tried it..slashing my wrists for the 1st attempt...drinking tons of sleeping pill for the 2nd one..i wasn't insane..it was just those dark days..those moments nga murag masking asa ka mudagan or masking unsa pa nga option imung pilion kai waa jud kai lusot and you're too scared to face the situation na jud and even if you screamed for God's help, kai d jud daun ka matabangan when you needed Him the most. I lost faith that time. I lost hope. Life's been cruel to me that's why I totally lost the grip in believing on the essence of life.
sa slashing of the wrist, mkabadtrip kai habol ang blade nga nakita nako sa sewing box sa akong mama, naabtan kug tuig nilaslas mao to, naabtan hnuon kos akong mama ui..sagpa2x kaliwa't kanan..haha!
sa sleeping pill, waa ko nadutlan..kamata japun ko! lami pa jud ang feeling kai taas taas akong tulog! pishti!
my parents almost made me walk in to the nuthouse because of what i did. d man tawon ko buang oi...talawan ra jud ko...
but everything changed nmn..i was thankful i have lived pud.. life turned out to be more cruel which is really the true essence of living-- Feeling pain and suffering and then that unexplainable relief and bliss once you've surpassed everything. Lami iginhawa ana ba. It has been my habit. Everytime something good comes out of what I do or every time masolve nako ang problema nako nga hastang lisura, I tend to breathe in-- since it is Life.
usahay, d japun nako malikayan ang madepress ug bongga...peo ako nlan gnahunahuna nga naa pai mas grabe ang kasinatian kesa sa akoa peo ginatry ra japun nila mgsurvive. Life is a never ending battle against yourself. You have to fight for it.
ako kay wla pa gyud tawn...
this is a more stupid concern. Either way, since nagpakamatay siya bati na iyang image daan. mas worse ang negative feedback nila niya sa act lang daan. why would she/he mind sa iyang physical outlook nga sirad.an man japon iyang lungon nya ilubong dali. laliman kag 40 floors. or isulod tingali siyag ziplock.lol
Ayaw na na usba ha? May gani wala ka gikiha og attempted murder.. Kay og usbon na nimo unya molampus ka mosamot imong problema kay makiha na sad ka og Murder mapriso unya ka..
Pananglitan lang gyud og mousab man gani ka, pisi lang gamita unya adto sa punoan sa kamatis..
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