Istorya Daily Blog

[ronna]

@11:47

Im at work renderring oT kay para naa money. wahehe.
Someone texted me and that he misses me, amazing..
It feels so nice when someone misses you, ayt..?! hayyy....

[Streetcar]

Hello also sa mga old-timer Istoryans dire to those i have not personally said hello.

Hello to Thisbe. I'm new here like maybe 2 months and look how busy i am posting kay daghan na ko post pero its not surprising i'm used to plugging in my thoughts sa mga discussion boards and have done that for a good 8 years sa uban nga site where i used to frequent. Anyhow, its good to meet you here. I enjoy reading your thoughts as well. Glad you're out from hibernation. I can always learn from the old timers and expert Istoryans and I am open to that. Nice meeting you and the others i have not noticed since there's too many people logging in here all the time. My best regards.

[ronna]

@06:39am

haayyyy...
gisapot kow! as in..
why do he have to be so hard!
arrghhhh...

[ronna]

@06:58

*singing*

hay i miss my baby..

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

[nolex]

i'm too darned sleepy today...

my mind has been through a lot thinking recently, and i feel so weak.. my body is like floating in the air... this is terrible.....

once and for all, i gotta have to take control with my own mind & heart...

i must..

[mata_hari]

I cried so hard last night like i have never cried so hard in my life before.... I never have run to my friends for comfort since all they have to say is 'karma has finally got the best of 'female casanova'.

only then that i have put an end and settle my issues with men and started to settle for a real deal commitment did misfortunes befell especially on matters of the heart. I hate this feeling... it's a feeling beyond definition, beyond description, beyond explanation... DAMN!

yup, and i hate to say this.. he cheated on me... to what extent? i don't know. and im hurt! badly... so bad... when i asked him why?! he told me it was nothing... i could hear myself the moment he uttered those words.. now i know how it felt. i wonder if God could hear my abominable screams of anguish. and i bet HE is happy.

I may have given him the ability to hurt me... But i trusted him not to... What an irony.. OK... so i fell, face down on a stony and rocky road... in time, i will heal the bruises and start all over again.. if he tries to win me back, i don't know what to say or do... i may have slapped him pretty bad yesterday but I regretted doing it and felt tormented even more..

and i feel OK now, better than last night... got the needle and thread ready to mend my broken heart. at least i am optimistic i will feel far better tommorrow,the next day and the days to come...

"when you have become the victim of a hateful heart, trust your soul and walk away"

[thisbe.ara]

OT@Streetcar: thank you. keep on enjoying the ride.

[edgeknife]

Tonight, 8:40 PM, Sept. 25, 2006

Hello! This is my first time to write in iSTORYA Daily Blog. I am writing to this because tonight, I have a bad night.

First of all, I shouldn't have been surfing the internet. I should have been playing for our company's EBA (Employees Basketball Association). Well, it started when I received a security code from HSBC, for credit card. So I was planning to go to Banilad Basketball Court by 7:00 PM, in which the game time will start. So upon 5:30 Pm, I immediately went home to activate my HSBC security code, just to have my e-statement on my credit card. Too bad, our computer turned out to be slow or shall I say "too logged." So I was so mad, and lost my mood. More than 30 minutes, my dad called me to my cellfone and as I answered, he wanted me to go to F. Ramos St. coz his car had battery empty. Instead, I opted to go to F. Ramos, took a taxi to go there. So upon reaching to F. Ramos, there the car battery was empty. So instead, we called standbys to push the car, just to keep the car going. So it did, the car was ignited. With this, I was asked by my dad to took a ride. So I told my dad that I have other appointments. Instead I was given P 200.00. Then instead of going to Banilad for basketball league, I instead go to Larsians because it has more than 2 years I haven't eaten there. So upon going to Larsians, I met my officemate Jok2x. We chatted, and enjoyed the dinner out there. After dinner, I went to the internet cafe to download my HSBC security code. Also, i opened the istorya.net.

This is one of the bad night I ever encountered. What we call here is bad luck or "malas." By the way, I am not supposed to open istorya.net. Instead of tonight, I should logged in by tomorrow or thursday.

[ronna]

@08:57

I am happy but I am not satisfied.
I feel so empty.
Is that all that you are able to offer?
Im confused.

[ronna]

@10:52

i always wanted to hear those words from his mouth.
That he loves me and that it's my name that his heart is crying for.
But I never heard that.

Will he just see me if he needs me?
how bad..

"i hate you"..