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[mrdimple]

an neong ha sae yeo...!!

this morning i didn't expect na magbaha sa amo skul due to the heavy rain last nyt..

wowssss.. can't believe what i saw... our rooms look like a pond...hehehe...

and we look like fishermen...my goodie goodness....!!!

[czharlloutte]

August 30,2006


Wednesday


I wish to shut my self from the world.

And live in my fantasies...to my dream world...where evrything is fine and nice...
Where I could have anything my heart desires..
And I could spend my moments with someone my heart longs to be with...

There would be rainbows and butterflies...
Sunshines and blooms...laughter and love...

And once again my heart would leap with joy and be overwhelmed with happiness..

Not this emptyness..
not this lonesome nights..
not this sad tears..
not this pains from wanting someone to love me..truly...
not these ightmares...
and not this want to be "numb"...

I wish there we're shells for sale to protect me from emotional injuries...
I wish...I wish...

how i wish i could bottle all the happy memories and the sweet giggles from the past so i could scatter them around me in times like i'm sad and felt so alone....

I wish I had collected heart prints to remind me this instant that I am "loved" and "special" back to that chapter of my life...

I wish there we're no things that could shatter dreams and broke hearts...
I wish the world we lived in we're harmless...


I wish I could pleas evrybody...
Love evryone and give them happiness so I'll die with fulfillment in me...
but at the same time...
I wanna be bad and cold and insensitive...

I wish I we're a bitch so the world won't miss me if I die...

[sanction214]

time flies when your watching lotsa dvd's...and fiddling with surround sound adjustments...interesting thing is..murag sumo tan.awon old dvd's na...unless youd miss it for like a year or two...what a day to waste a day-off...hope theres a nearer, safer, cleaner, hill to mountain climb...and watch portable..dvd there...

[miss tapya]

THursday

Wake up earlier than usual, unsaon do-day man gud sa college, hit the istorya page for a couple of minutes and then kaboom absent na dayon ko the whole half day. Saon galaag man gud ko wth some friends, naka kaon ra jud ko sa akong gi crave nga HUMBA og french fries yes na dayon..complete na akong day. Tomorrow, most probably il be absent the whole day na really, its our 45th founding anniversary in our campus, so parade nasad early in the morning, and the next few hours ambot asa dad on ang mag tiil ....og asa maguyod hala adto.. pero of course, i would be resurfacing iligan again. saon man gud magtagad man gud daw kono si KC ...yes nalang...

my eyes were misty wish to sleep na..but just cant am a lil starve pa but wala pa plan ang mga people mag eat kay gadula pag DOT A ahay nalang gayud..

hala xa xa..ipaagi agi sa lang og tambay tambay nalang me here ....

[maibe]

prKN friday

okay man tana ko gaina.. but in just one click .. na badtrip nako.. naka feel kog hatred ron.. daghan jud.. mga tao skaong palibot d nako feel.. and im not okay...

[klavel]

it's Friday once again!!!

An old friend of mine invited me (and some) for another monthly TGIF session. I regretfully informed him that i cannot make it tonight for i have tons of work to do (and a blog to write, hehe)..anyway, i'm still at the office, probably until the next hour to finish some things...Tomorrow's plans include a trip to Akihabara: "para mohatod ug lapad napud..."..yesh! that town (??) has always left us broke, huhu..I have been long planning to buy an iPod and finally, a pink elephant dropped from the sky and hit my head plus some friends' testimonials on the gadget and my thorough(?!?) research led me to a decision that I MUST have one!! I think it's about time to change that old mp3 player to an iPod, haha..nah, i'm just giving myself a treat..**sigh** Wake me up when December comes (sounds like a Green day song)...really, i wanna go home to Cebu...now na.

[czharlloutte]

September 1,2006

Friday.........



I see me sitting sadly in the corner
Knees drawn up tightly to my chest.
Mind and body weakend in sorrow
As tears course down my face.
I pray to GOD
Yet cursin' the same breath.
I look into my wrecked soul
Cursing the emptiness inside.
Emptiness put there by my own stupidity.
As I stand over the huddling form of myself
I see I have gotten what I deserved for life.
I had no right to the beautiful love we shared
When the love rightfully belonged to her.
Sadly I watch the shell of myself slowly cracking
Oozing out all the pain and misery within my soul.
There on top...
Lay my broken heart...
All alone.

[crinkle]

my neck hurts. it hurts so bad. started yesterday morning after waking up. i guess i was never able to move my head the whole time i was asleep. grr....

now every simple task or every single thing i'd have to do requires tremendous effort and it sucks. huhuhuhu... if this doesn't stop til this afternoon, i'm gonna go get someone to pull my head out.

[sanction214]

i hate this habit of getting out of the way to give some effort to help...even if i think na i would be burdened by it...hahayy anyways...as bretney speyrs sang...oppps i did it again kanina...thought it would be more help if thered be biological memory chips in our heads or asa mabutang na di ta kaayo cgeg kalimot...or malimot...pass the coffe pls...

[*Guu*]

sunday: 9:19p 9/3/06

<> i'm happy coz i got my finest blog. i've done so much edits and it's pretty killin my time, now that i'm procrastinating.

<> i'll take my loads off now, gonna finish this homework for tomorrow's another s uck er monday.

<> whew! so tiresome and yet, i have to go thru. Life is a choice afterall.

♠
PS: nOlex, chat to ya sometime.

gudnyt everyone