how far could you go love....?

[meltd0wn]

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murag mag panghambog ning ako, pero sige ako lng ibutang gihapn..wa mn koy lingaw gd..hehe..nahitabu ni katong nag-pneumonia siya..

naa koy deadline sa among project pero pag-text niya na lain jd dw kaayu iyang paminaw, ni-request jd ko sa akng boss na pwede ra ba ko mag-undertime, nya mubalik lng ko office after naku tend sa akong uyab..mao to, ni-out kog 4pm (dpat 5pm pa ko ka-out), palit food, ug medicine then adto sa ila..gipakaon, gihungitan ug gihuwat naku na muabot iyang roommate by 9pm para at least naa siya kauban..then nka-decide ko before ko niuli na ipacheck-up na lng siya the next day sa doctor to make sure if naunsa gyud siya (during this time, wa pa mi kibaw na pneumonia na diay to)..so nibalik ko office at 10pm then lahos 5am to finish my work..hehe..

absent the next day then giubanan sa doctor..i thought nahilanat ra siya so gamay ra na money akng dala..turned out na tawsan2x mn diay ang tambal..maygani kadala credit card..hahaha!!didnt give her the receipt pra dili dugang sa iyang problema..then bantay bata na sad ko until 10pm then uli na sad..

the next day kay ni-decide siya na muuli sa negros sa ilaha kay para dw may mkabantay gyud niya always even sa morning..so ang nahitabu is ako siya gihatod sa negros then pagka-ugma kay balik na pd ko cebu, diretso sa office for work..as in pag-abot naku sa cebu kay nidiretso ko sa office then lahos na sad ang work padung 12mn..

during those days, nagsakit sad ko sa kuwang sa pahuway kay work/bantay ra akong trabaho pero gi-try jd naku hide niya pra dili siya makonsensya kaayu..hehe..nagspeech na ko.. *bow*

[rku_funky]

i could exchange the world for her.........
[ ok rani? ]

hmm wala man koy gi give up wui lisud huna2x..

dili ko barkadista [ barkada lang kung magkita ]
dili ko palahubog [ mo inom kung naay okasyon ]
mo duwa ko DOTA [ pero panagsa ra ]
dili ko chickboy [ boutan ko " KUNO "]
in GENERAL [ wala ko bisyo tsk tsk ]


kung walay trabaho akong oras tua nya kuyug perme

so mao rani ako ika share sulod sa among 6 yrs nga panag. uyab

[wackowackykathy]

murag mag panghambog ning ako, pero sige ako lng ibutang gihapn..wa mn koy lingaw gd..hehe..nahitabu ni katong nag-pneumonia siya..

naa koy deadline sa among project pero pag-text niya na lain jd dw kaayu iyang paminaw, ni-request jd ko sa akng boss na pwede ra ba ko mag-undertime, nya mubalik lng ko office after naku tend sa akong uyab..mao to, ni-out kog 4pm (dpat 5pm pa ko ka-out), palit food, ug medicine then adto sa ila..gipakaon, gihungitan ug gihuwat naku na muabot iyang roommate by 9pm para at least naa siya kauban..then nka-decide ko before ko niuli na ipacheck-up na lng siya the next day sa doctor to make sure if naunsa gyud siya (during this time, wa pa mi kibaw na pneumonia na diay to)..so nibalik ko office at 10pm then lahos 5am to finish my work..hehe..

absent the next day then giubanan sa doctor..i thought nahilanat ra siya so gamay ra na money akng dala..turned out na tawsan2x mn diay ang tambal..maygani kadala credit card..hahaha!!didnt give her the receipt pra dili dugang sa iyang problema..then bantay bata na sad ko until 10pm then uli na sad..

the next day kay ni-decide siya na muuli sa negros sa ilaha kay para dw may mkabantay gyud niya always even sa morning..so ang nahitabu is ako siya gihatod sa negros then pagka-ugma kay balik na pd ko cebu, diretso sa office for work..as in pag-abot naku sa cebu kay nidiretso ko sa office then lahos na sad ang work padung 12mn..

during those days, nagsakit sad ko sa kuwang sa pahuway kay work/bantay ra akong trabaho pero gi-try jd naku hide niya pra dili siya makonsensya kaayu..hehe..nagspeech na ko.. *bow*

so sweet! hope kamu pa till now...

[meltd0wn]

@wackowacky, kami pa intawn..hehe..di unta ma-put to waste akng hinaguan..ayaw tawn..

[Me_eM]

halos tanan time naa nya, day off nku, adto sa ilaha...
mo file ug leave pra mgkakoug lng mi, sa among special days,
workdays, find time jpon pra mgkakoug mi maski breaktimes namo,
we're happy together, though naay mga rough times but kaya rmn if permi lng mong intact...

[yesh1314]

halos tanan time naa nya, day off nku, adto sa ilaha...
mo file ug leave pra mgkakoug lng mi, sa among special days,
workdays, find time jpon pra mgkakoug mi maski breaktimes namo,
we're happy together, though naay mga rough times but kaya rmn if permi lng mong intact...

wow kanindor ui heheheh....

[mai0560]

i once loved a person up to the point that I choice to be away from my family coz Im from Cebu and he's from Luzon..
..reached the point of allowing to be "second woman" although ako dpat ang original
..accepted all death threats and bad words sa girl nga iyang g-gamit paselos nko before
..was willing to not attend OUR RING HOP if iyang i-invite ang kato nga girl
..and lastly, LET HIM GO for his Happiness..

[walker]

ahhhhhoiiiii....

daghan nako gibuhat sa akong uyab for 6 years oi... and nawala lang pud to kay nawala man cya.. toa na cguro to sa maayong kamot.. wa nako mangutana.. wa nako mo communicate niya.. it's the best way to let go and move on man daw..... hahay.....

grabe pud akong gipangbuhat niya... too many to mention... sobra sa imoha TS.. hehehehe... makahilak man pud ta ani oi... tagaan lang tamo og mga samples sa akong mga nabuhat oi...

-------------------------
This would be my last thoughts of you .....

Last few months were my confusing moments of existence.
Frustrated with all the plans, dreams and imaginations in my head for both of us.
Back then, I was afraid that you'll be gone and left me with scars and a paralyzed identity.
Wishing and wanting you to be with me in eternity.

I thought the road you've walked was the same road as I was on.
I always felt you are not on my side but pretended you were there and I let myself be blinded of it.
I assumed that I was always part of your plans even though it's evident
with all those stupid and small little gestures you made in which it transformed into a heartache.

You stayed on the sensitive part of my mind which made me think of you almost every second.
As you stay, you carelessly bleed my sanity and made me the other way.
I wasn't contented of it and you became my world -- I don't know but at that time I felt and I know it was the right thing to do.
I was there for you even if it made me sacrifice my way of life.
There was no time that I wasn't on your side when you needed me most.

I have defied the odds that came my way just to let you walk on a path with no misery.
I have utter words to other entities that surrounded us to just leave you with me.
I let the pains passed through my head and my ears
each time you can't even tell your friends that I am your significant other.

How sad is that? How painful it is? With just that little imperfection I have
You never opened your mind to cast your ways for me.
When I was on the edge, I fall apart and broke into pieces
but there was no you that I could see
I became uncertain and clueless to my identity
It has been you that I have ever known in my every day
It has been you and was never been me.
I can't blame you because I should have managed myself to stand up.
I always worried on who's gonna take care of you when I'm gone?
Right now, it's different.
I was more worried of myself.
I wasn't mature enough to put myself into pieces and hold back.
I wasn't wide awake to save some for myself.
And here I am now, a little bit confused and don't know where to start

I can't blame you for everything and I can't just stay this way.
for two months - at least I am considering it short for moving on and letting go
I will remember us way back then but I will leave some of it behind.
I am facing forward and will never look back.

I can tell stories to other people about us but I can't answer them how we ended.
How proud am I to have been with you for six years. I am lucky you have stayed for that long.
Knowing me with all my ups and downs and my insanities.
I can easily tell other people our love story and how I have fallen for you
and especially on my first year of relentless rainy days with you
All because of just wanting you to show me your love for me -- if there was.
It was the first year of relentless begging.
I bet you would smile if you can remember it .. but for me there was nothing more painful than that
Sometimes it hurts when people get tired of me listening to my melodramatic piece
Do you know that when I told them those, there are no more pains!!!!
I keep myself busy with the new life I have now
I keep bragging them that you are not anymore with me, both in heart and in my mind.
I meet my old friends whom they don't know that I have kept them in my present
and trusted them to still be my friends in the future.
I have left some of my friends behind just like I have left you in my past and
some of them will be with me today and to the next days of my life.
You are now behind me together with the bad memories of all the people
who happened to walk on the road that I am on.
Who criticized me like I never even made a difference in their lives.
and to those who look at me as if I can do no better.
I am with my friends who always wanted me to be firm and sturdy for them.
I am again with my purpose of listening and feeling their pains.
I am again in my sanity in which you never understood.
I am in my world and realm in which you will never understand.

This would be the last thoughts of you.
In this, I haven't spoken everything but I have decided already.
I may not believe in destiny or soulmates.
I may not be as religious as everybody else.
I may not kneel down and go to church.
I may not as good looking and as belonged like the others
but I will always be what I am because of what I have gone through with you and with them...

So long and be happy... I have let you go and I will be moving on....
Slowly I am picking up my pieces and making them whole again.
The scars will be gone and the pains will be forgotten
I am slowly finding my path to where other people love to stay...

So long and be happy... there are no more tears for you...
I will shed this tears again to the one who really deserves it.
I will never make her my world but instead, I'll stay in her world.
the mistakes will never come back and story will be as beautiful as she is....

not maybe right now... but soon....

So long and be happy... I am happy I am not in your world anymore
I treasured you and will smile when I get to think of us.
But I will never go back to where we have led each other before
I will smile and I will be again sturdy...

So long and be happy.....
I have never loved anybody like I have loved you before....

This time.. I will save some for myself and save it to someone more deserving...



so long....

WOW...i have never seen such an expression of deep emotions like this anywhere else in this forum.. i ran out of words and just immerse myself in the puddle of passion you have expressed here sir. love is indeed a universal force that hits hard when it does.

love is life....and when it becomes past.. ohh

[kimleeKINO_choi]

i once loved a person up to the point that I choice to be away from my family coz Im from Cebu and he's from Luzon..
..reached the point of allowing to be "second woman" although ako dpat ang original
..accepted all death threats and bad words sa girl nga iyang g-gamit paselos nko before
..was willing to not attend OUR RING HOP if iyang i-invite ang kato nga girl
..and lastly, LET HIM GO for his Happiness..

ka sakit ani oie....
grabeh ang gugma gd diay..beh ako sa i-think ka relate bako? heheh dapat unta ani ako LIFE kaining gugma..but saon ingon ani nalng ko rn.. pra walai hasul. Cguro sis....grabeh na tamaan kas arrow ni kupido kai mura nman ka walai LIFE ani imo gpangbuhat. But k rna sis....ul never know ang tao mkahatag nimo sa imo gusto nga love kai labwan pani tanan imo gibuat sa imu guy. Naguol lage ko imo story ai. But kaya rna nimo lage! kita pa gurls!! aja!!!!

[yesh1314]

ka sakit ani oie....
grabeh ang gugma gd diay..beh ako sa i-think ka relate bako? heheh dapat unta ani ako LIFE kaining gugma..but saon ingon ani nalng ko rn.. pra walai hasul. Cguro sis....grabeh na tamaan kas arrow ni kupido kai mura nman ka walai LIFE ani imo gpangbuhat. But k rna sis....ul never know ang tao mkahatag nimo sa imo gusto nga love kai labwan pani tanan imo gibuat sa imu guy. Naguol lage ko imo story ai. But kaya rna nimo lage! kita pa gurls!! aja!!!!

btaw girls nowadays kay dali ra kitag ikapuli sa ilahang kanhi heheheheh..wew...^^