Istorya Daily Blog

[Ran Fujiyama]

August 20 - 2:45 A.M.

Been a while since i've let this other side of myself out..

it's been a while since i find myself up in such an unholy hour, feeding from my every thought.. listening to my sadness chime.. watching my tears fall silently.. cradling my happiness in its cold, gray cape.. running through my heart i feel its footsteps thump..

capturing my relativity.. flooding my veins.. clogging the blood flow.. stealing my tears.. sticking its dagger through my lungs.. while reading to this very words my girlfriend just posted:

i'm drawn to this void i call your heart

being drawned? isn't it depressing?

[nolex]

i woke up feeling dizzy.... it's monday again.. so what?? well, this would usually mean another pain in the ass for me... i'm tired of just sitting in the office the whole day, waiting for the time, and daydreaming... and it's boring.. right now, my eyes are still heavy... feels like any minute from now my head's going to fall on my desk...waaaahh.. i could use a cup of coffee for this, but still i don't wanna get addicted to it...

why are mondays usually like this?....

[jugs_06]

past 8 pm..

just woke up from a quick nap..

got home at around 5 pm from work.. and as usual, i always feel sleepy when i get home..

sucks, have to work every weekend..

my last day from work is wednesday cz i'm going back to school..

i don't know, but seems like my life is revolving around work, school, home, and friends..

i need something new..

something challenging..

i need to get a life..

[diem]

Saturday August 19, 2006
Woke up early. Drove about ten blocks to buy pan de sal from Julie's bakeshop. Came back and cooked breakfast of scrambled eggs, hotdogs, and tuna chili for the entire family. Do some chores and cleaning. Stayed about the house. Napped. Watched Let's Go by 4 pm. Read some books. Slept. Dinner. Watch 50 First Dates for the Nth time. Slept.

Sunday August 20, 2006
Woke up early. Had breakfast of puto(sticky rice), chocolate and mango. Brown-out(no electricity, no water). Had to collect water in pails from backyard hose. Showered and dressed. Drove parents to SM for some bill paying and some casual shopping. Ate Sushi... yum~! Came back home. Slept. Read. Wrote. Slept some more. Avoided Dinner. Wrote. Slept.

Monday August 21, 2006
Woke up. Showered and dressed. Commuted to work (Gawd, today was supposed to be a holiday~!). Log in. Read the news on-line. Checked up on istorya and other forum sites. Started IT research online (how many sites have I browsed through? Too many to mention). Got my employee ID. True sign of regularization. Evaluation this Wednesday could be just a mere formality. Just gave some thoughts on a love problem. Still have so many things to do, too little time and energy to do it.

Just had lunch. One serving of rice plus one serving of chop suey. Let the diet begin. I will transform.

[miss tapya]

Aug 22, tuesday

sakit pa gihapon akong kalawasan agi sa pag bunal bunal og bola those past two days.pero aginod lang gihapon kog dokdok... inspired man gud ko karon ...sana tuloy tuloy na!

[b|tcH_g0dd3sS]

I feel like i'm gone for years... no eons... yes, I feel it was that long..

and now i'm back and i realized

i realized Istorya now is big... very big...perhaps too big

is that good or bad?

it's making me feel vulnerable.

reminds you of how small you are in the universe

[maibe]

tuesday

early in d morning i cried.. i dont know.. basta i cried lang jud.. too emotional noh?
early ko me anhi sa skol.. but after daun bad news puro ako na recieved i must face the consequences kai duh.. akong mga scores d ma dawat sa class record..my minors subjects duh.. got a low scores.. but its ok aftr na receive na nako akong grade sa midterm sakong major subject medyo im ok na kai naka pasar ko noh..

[zyLe]

its sooooo myc to be back!!!!

im on a nyt shift and i feel so zzzzzzzzz.... . system is down got nothing to do, and i remembered got something here! after a year.. its so nyc to be back!

[nolex]

wednesday

i woke up at 6:30 in the morning, took a shower, eat, then proceed to the office.. my mornings have always been like this.. this is a routine for me; routine that i cannot alter to something new....

i had this dream last night.. the same dream that i used to dreamed the other night... i don't mind giving a damn about what it means, but apparently it leaves me puzzled... well, whatever it has to do with my life, so be it... i still have God on my side anyway... and i know He still wants me to believe in Him... yes, i do..

well, time to start making some chit-chats with friends!!!!....

[jugs_06]

tuesday night..

while making my way like a lost kid browsing the forum, i find myself doing a lot of stuffs at my other browser window..

checked email, sent an email to my adviser, sent an email to my professor, read the latest news, still on my way reading my lessons, browsed our school's website, checked my online bank account, etc.. etc..

whew! i can't believe it.. almost EVERYTHING and ANYTHING is possible through the internet.. i can almost do anything i want as long as i got that cable hooked up.. wow, TECHNOLOGY nowadays are overwhelming..

i'm happy though, coz my last day from work is tomorrow.. but i guess the "fun" isn't over yet.. school's comin.. grrrr..