i sometimes end up doubting HIS presence but i don't really know the reason why i still keep going to church, pray to Him, and even say novenas and the Rosary... it may just be the feeling of satisfaction that i get after i do those things, perhaps.
you see, what i've noticed is that we just choose to believe something even if we're not sure if it's actually there for us... just as long as our hearts are appeased by something, we go on believing. like in a long distance relationship. if the guy is on the other side of the world, you don't really have a choice but to trust the promises and base your faith on how well you know the person but you know well that as humans, there won't be a guarantee that he won't go looking for someone else. you just let things be... be inspired, be in love... am i making sense?anyway....
have you guys felt that feeling of being empowered, backed up or by someone, or something for that matter by a higher power even if you're actually alone? like maybe while walking down a dark alley, or whenever you go through certain problems, hard nuts ta crack or something, you get that certain assurance of succeeding in the end? i mean, that's what i feel whenever i think that God is there for me; and that he's watching me and taking care of me...




anyway....


